Beside this--the joy and rapture of the stigmatic--Alicia Edwards'
jealousy of Myfanwy was trivial indeed. But though much that was
trivial lingered in the minds of many in the chapel, there was a
deadly earnestness in most of the faces which looked up to the
missioners, almost as they might have looked at a veritable
transfiguration of their Lord.
The toilworn, the smug, the rugged, the sensuous, the clever, on all
these lay a supreme desire, yet a supreme content. Briefly, they had
what they wanted, yet they wanted something more. What?
An analysis of the minds of most would, no doubt, have yielded a large
percentage of purely personal sense of salvation, but there was more
than that in the whole atmosphere of the little chapel as Morris Pugh
stood up to give his first address since his vigil upon the mountain.
What it was, who can say? Call it the Spirit of God, call it anything
you please, all explanations resolve themselves into a still further
away, "What is it?"
Now, all those days and nights of mental and physical torture through
which Morris Pugh had passed, had left their unfailing mark on him.
Before he could even creep back into the old straight way, it had been
necessary for him to acknowledge that he had been at fault in seeking
to dictate to the Greater Wisdom, in looking for a sign, when no sign
would be given. It had been a bitter struggle for him to lay down
these, his highest hopes, but he had laid them down, and he stood
before his people humbled, patient, almost wistful.
But they were not attuned to this mood; so as he spoke, the
electricity--the _something_--in the air failed, and silence passed to
faint shiftings, to louder shufflings. Practised speaker as he was, he
realised at once that he was not, as usual, holding his audience. With
an almost convulsive inward prayer for guidance, he modulated his
voice into the bardic "hwl," that marvellous maker of emotion amongst
the Welsh.
A cough? Yes! a distinct cough! followed by another and another!
Mervyn looked anxiously at his brother. This would never do!
Experience told him that the unknown force on which the professional
missioner relies was oozing away, so without more ado, he gave the
signal to Gwen, and straightway a hymn, softly, persuasively, sung in
the perfect harmony of four exquisite voices, arrested the wavering
attention of the crowded chapel.
Emotionally musical to the _n_'th degree, the audience needed no more.
In an instant the atmosphere changed and, as Morris Pugh resumed his
seat, the waves of sweet sound seemed to stun him with a sense of
failure.
Verse after verse, those waves grew to almost tumultuous chorus,
seeming to monopolise with their vibration even the small amount of
stifling air left to each pair of human lungs. So through that human
chorus, half-drowned by the glad summons to Eternity, came the passing
of Time as the church clock struck--
Twelve!!
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