The world, in a kindly but mistaken spirit, fosters all sorts of
beliefs in the head of a child. True, it makes childhood happy, but it
leaves its skin tender. The moment a girl covers her slippers with
skirts and winds her hair about the top of her curious young head,
things begin to jar. The men are not what she dreamed them to be,
there never was such a person as Prince Charming; and the women embrace
her--if she is pretty and graceful--with arms bristling with needles of
envy and malice; and the rosal tint that she saw in the approach is
nothing more or less than jaundice; and, one day disheartened and
bewildered, she learns that the world is only a jumble of futile,
ill-made things. The admiral had weeded out most of these illusions at
the start.
"So much for suppositions and analysis," panted Fitzgerald, reknotting
his silk tie. "As for me, I go to the Arctic; cold, but safe. I have
never fallen in love. I have enjoyed the society of many women, and to
some I've been silly enough to write, but I have never been maudlin.
I'm no fool. This is the place where it would be most likely to
happen. Let us beat an orderly retreat. What the devil ails my
fingers to-night? M'h! There; will you stay tied as I want you? She
has traveled, she has studied, she is at home with grand dukes in Nice,
and scribblers in a country village. She is wise without being solemn.
She has courage, too, or I should not be here on a mere fluke. Now, my
boy, you have given yourself due notice. Take care!"
He slipped his coat over his shoulders--and passably sturdy ones they
were--and took a final look into the glass. Not for vanity's sake;
sometimes a man's tie will show above the collar of his coat.
"Hm! I'll wager the trout are rising about this time." He imitated a
cast which was supposed to land neatly in the corner. "Ha! Struck you
that time, you beauty!" All of which proved to himself, conclusively,
that he was in normal condition. "I should get a wire to-morrow about
Breitmann. I hate to do anything that looks underhand, but he puzzles
me. There was something about the chimney to-day; I don't know what.
This is no place for him--nor for me, either," was the shrewd
supplement.
There was still some time before dinner, so he walked about, with his
hands in his pockets, and viewed the four walls of his room. He
examined the paints and admired the collection of blood-thirsty old
weapons over the mantel, but with the indirect interest of a man who is
thinking of other things. At the end, he paused before the window,
which, like the one in Breitmann's room, afforded a clear outlook to
the open waters. Night was already mistress of the sea; and below, the
village lights twinkled from various points.
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