A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
They will get--a Ford. On holidays they may go see the great automobile
races on the speedway at Indianapolis Indiana. Not for them the
flashing thoroughbreds or the sturdy trotters and pacers. Not for them
freedom, laughter. For them machines.
Long ago that Judge Turner had corrupted my mind. He played me a hell
of a trick. I have been going about trying to have thoughts. What a
fool I have been! I have read many books of history, many stories of
men’s lives. Why did I not go to college and get a safe education? I
might have worked my way through and got my mind fixed in a comfortable
mold. There is no excuse for me. I shall have to pay for my lack of a
proper training.
In the next room to the one in which I am lying two men are talking.
FIRST VOICE. “He took straw, ground it, put it into some kind
of rubber composition. The whole was mixed up together and subjected to
an immense hydraulic pressure. It came out a tough kind of composition
that can be made to look like wood. It can be grained like wood. He
will get rich. I tell you he is one of the great minds of the age.”
SECOND VOICE. “We shall have prohibition after a while and
then you’ll see how it will turn out. You can’t down the American mind.
Some fellow will make a drink, a synthetic drink. It won’t cost much to
make. Perhaps it can be made out of crude oil like gasoline and then
the Standard will take him up. He’ll get rich. We Americans can’t be
put down, I’ll tell you that.”
FIRST VOICE. “There is a man in New York makes car wheels out
of paper. It is ground, I suppose, and made into a kind of mush and
then is subjected to an immense hydraulic pressure. The wheels look
like iron.”
SECOND VOICE. “Do you suppose he paints them black like iron?”
FIRST VOICE. “It’s a great age we live in. You can’t down
machinery. I read a book by Mark Twain. He knocked theories cold, I’ll
tell you what. He made out all life was just a great machine.”
* * * * *
Where am I? Am I dreaming or am I awake? It seems to me that I am
somewhere in a great empty place. I shall have one of my terrible fits
of depression if I am not careful now. Sometimes I walk gayly along the
streets and talk to men and women gayly but there are other times when
I am so depressed that all the muscles of my body ache. I am like one
on whose back a great beast sits. Now it seems to me I am in a huge
empty place. Has the roof of a factory in which I was at work at night
fallen in? There is a long shaft of yellow light falling down a beam of
wood or marble.
Thoughts flitting, an effort to awaken out of dreams, voices heard,
voices talking somewhere in the distance, the figures of men and women
I have known flashing in and out of darkness. There is a tiny faint
voice speaking: “The money-makers will grow weary and disgusted with
their own money-making and labor shall have lost all faith, all sense
of the cunning of the hand. The factory hands shall rule. What a mess
it will be!”
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