A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
In fancy I was at the moment with the great Florentine Leonardo da
Vinci on a day when he sat on a little hill above his country house in
Italy studying the flight of birds or was making the mathematical and
geometrical calculations he so loved. Or I was sitting in a carriage
beside the scholar Erasmus as he drove across Europe going from the
court of one great duke or king to the court of another. The lives of
the dead men and women had become more real to me than the lives of
the living people about me.
How bad an American I had become, how utterly out of touch with the
spirit of my age! Sometimes for weeks I did not read a newspaper--a
fault in me that would have been considered almost in the light of a
crime had it been generally known to my fellows. A new railroad might
have been built, a new trust formed or some great national excitement
like the free silver affair--that did fall in at about that time--might
have shaken the whole country while I knew nothing about it.
There was indeed a kind of intimate acquaintance with an unknown
and unheralded kind of people I was unconsciously getting. In
Chicago, where I had now gone I for a time lived in a room in a huge
cheaply constructed building that had been erected about a little
court. The building was not old, had in fact been built but a few
years before--during the Chicago World’s Fair--but already it was a
half-tumbledown unsafe place with great sags in the floors in the
hallways and cracks in the walls. The building surrounded the little
brick-paved court and was divided into single rooms for bachelor
lodgers and into small two- and three-room apartments. Since it was
near the end of several street-car lines and a branch of the Chicago
elevated railroad it was occupied for the most part by street-car
conductors and motormen with their wives and children. Many of my
fellow-lodgers were young fellows having wives but no children and not
intending to have children if the accidents of life could be avoided.
They went off to work and came home from work at all sorts of odd hours.
I hadn’t very much money but did not mind. My room was small and cost
little and I lived on fruit and on stacks of wheatcakes that could be
had at ten cents the stack at a near-by workingmen’s eating place. When
I was broke I told myself I could always go again to some place where
laborers were wanted. I was young and my body was strong. “If I cannot
get work in the city I can get on a freight train at night and go away
to the country and work on a farm,” I thought. Sometimes I had qualms
of conscience because I had not already started on the great career as
an industrial magnate I had half-heartedly mapped out for myself but I
managed to put my sins of omission aside. There was plenty of time I
told myself and in any event I planned eventually to do the thing with
a grand rush.
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