A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
In the meantime I lay for long hours on the little bed in my room
reading the last book I had got from the library or walked in a near-by
park under the trees. Time ceased to exist and the days became night
while the nights became days. Often I came back to my room at two in
the morning, washed my shirt, underwear and socks at a washbowl in a
corner, hung them out at my window facing the court to dry and lying
down naked on my bed read by a gaslight until daylight had come.
Marvelous days! Now I was marching with the conqueror Julius Cæsar over
the vast domains of the mighty Roman Empire. What a life and how proud
Julius and I were of his conquests and how often we spoke together
of the doings of Cicero, Pompey, Cato and the others in Rome. Indeed
Cæsar and I had become for the nonce the most intimate of friends
and often enough we discussed the unworthiness of some of the other
Romans, particularly of that Cicero. The man was no better than a dog,
a literary hack, when all was said and done, and such fellows are never
to be trusted. Often enough Cicero had talked with Cæsar and pretended
to be Cæsar’s friend but, as Julius often pointed out to me, such
fellows were wont to veer about with every wind that blew, “Writers
are the greatest cowards in the world and my own greatest weakness is
that I have a kind of hankering that way myself. Let a man but get
into power and he will always find such scribbling fellows willing and
anxious to sing his praises. They are the greatest cur dogs in the
world,” he declared vehemently.
And so I had become in fancy the friend of Cæsar and all day I marched
beside him and at evening went with him and his men into their camp.
The days and weeks passed. I sat by the window looking into the little
brick-paved court and there were many other windows. As it was summer
they were all open. Evening came, after a day of walking in dreams, and
I had come into my room and taking off my coat had thrown myself down
on my bed. When darkness came I did not light a light but lay quietly
listening.
I had stepped now out of the past and into the present and all about me
were the voices of living people. The men and women in the rooms along
the court did not laugh or sing often and indeed in the many times,
during my life, I have lived, as I did then, lying like a little worm
in the middle of the apple of modern life, I have never found that
American men and women, except only the Negroes, laugh or sing much in
their homes or at their work.
It was evening and a street-car conductor had come home to his wife.
They were silent in each other’s presence for a time, then they began
to quarrel. Sometimes they fought and after that they made love. The
love-making of the couples along the court aroused my own passions and
I had bad dreams at night.
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