A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
Life went on then, ever in the same tragic comic sweet way. In the
presence of the beautiful old church one was only more aware, all art
could do no more than that--make people, like my friend and myself,
more aware. An American girl put her face against the beautiful door
of Chartres Cathedral and wept for her lost lover. What had been in the
hearts of the workmen who once leaned over the same door carving it?
They were fellows who had imaginations that flamed up. “Always wood
for carvers to carve, always little flashing things to stir the souls
of painters, always the tangle of human lives for the tale-tellers to
mull over, dream over,” I told myself. I remembered what an excited
young man had once said to me in Chicago. We had stood together in Lake
Street, that most noisy and terrible of all Chicago’s downtown streets.
“There are as many tales to be found here as in any street of any city
in the world,” he had said a little defiantly. Then he looked at me and
smiled. “But they will be different tales than would be found in any
street of any of the old world cities,” he added.
I wondered.
My own mind was in a ferment, thoughts scurrying across a background of
fancies as shadows play across the walls of a room when night comes on.
My friend sat in silence. He had got hold of Huysmann’s “Cathedral” and
was reading. Now and then he put the book down and sat for a long time
in silence looking at the gray lovely old building in that gray light.
It was one of the best moments of my own life. I felt free and glad.
Did the friend who was with me love me? It was sure I loved him. How
good his silent presence.
How good the presence of my own thoughts too! There was my friend,
the Cathedral, the presence of the little drama in the lives of the
three strange people who would presently come out of the church and
go away, the packed storehouse of my own fancy too. The end of the
story immediately before me I would never know but some day, when I was
alone, in Chicago perhaps, my fancy would take it up and play with it.
Too bad I was not a Turgenev or someone equally skillful. Were I such a
one I might make of what I had seen some such a tale as, say Turgenev’s
“Smoke.” There was just the material for a tale, a novel perhaps. One
might fancy the man a young American who had come to Paris to study
painting and before he came had engaged himself to an American girl
at home. He had learned French, had made progress with his work. Then
the American girl had set sail for Paris to join him and, at just that
moment, while she was at sea, he had fallen desperately in love with a
French woman. The deuce, the French woman was skillful with men and she
imagined the young American to be rich. With what uncertain thoughts
was the breast of the young American torn at that moment.
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