A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
And father had that feeling, at that moment on the hill; and that the
person for whom he had it was a woman and his own sister, made it even
more an assured thing. He might have expressed the feeling by saying
that, as by a miracle, the hill dropped away and he stood on dry level
ground in the very presence of his younger sister, so close to her in
fact that he might very easily have put out his hand and touched her.
So strong was the feeling that he lost for the moment all sense of
his presence among the prisoners, all sense of the cold hunger and
weariness of the hour and--exactly as the thing might be done, quite
ridiculously, by a second-rate actor in the movies--he did in fact step
out from among the ranks of prisoners and, with his hands extended
before him and his eyes shining, took several steps down the hillside,
only to be stopped by an oath from one of the guards.
In the farmhouse, as he told of that moment he would get out of his
chair and actually take several steps. He would at bottom be always a
good deal of an actor as well as a story-teller, as every story-teller
worth his salt inevitably is.
And then came the oath from the guard and an upraised gun, the heavy
butt of a gun, ready to swing down upon his head, and back he goes into
the ranks of prisoners. He mutters some excuse: “I just wanted to have
a look”--and is thus jerked down from the high place, to which his
imagination had suddenly lifted him, and back into the weariness of his
apparently hopeless journey. Gone, he thought at the moment, was the
sister he loved, his boyhood with its memories, all his past life, but
it wasn’t quite true.
Father did make an escape. How many escapes he, in fancy, made from
the hands of the enemy during that Civil War! He lived, you will
understand, in a rather dull farming community and loved at least some
air of probability hanging over his tales.
And so the Civil War became for him the canvas, the tubes of paint, the
brushes with which he painted his pictures. Perhaps one might better
say his own imagination was the brush and the Civil War his paint pot.
And he did have a fancy for escapes, as I myself have always had. My
own tales, told and untold, are full of escapes--by water in the dark
and in a leaky boat, escapes from situations, escapes from dullness,
from pretense, from the heavy-handed seriousness of the half artists.
What writer of tales does not dote upon escapes? They are the very
breath in our nostrils.
It is just possible that upon that occasion, father would have put it
to his audience, that the sight, or the imagined sight, of his sister
that morning had given him new hope. She was a virgin and there was
something catholic about father.
Very well, then, off he goes down the road with his head held high,
thinking of the possible schemes for escape and of his sister. He had
been given something, a new flair for life. A ray of new hope had come
into the black night of his situation. He walked more stoutly.
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