A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
But there is now the sound of the mother’s footsteps on the stairs and
that is the end of the struggle. Now--at this moment--the boy who has
the coveted position may keep it. That is an understood thing.
The mother puts the kerosene lamp on a little table by the bed and
beside it the dish of warm, comforting melted fat. One by one six hands
are thrust out to her.
There is a caress in her long toil-hardened fingers.
In the night and in the dim light of the lamp her dark eyes are like
luminous pools.
The fat in the little cracked china dish is warm and soothing to
burning itching hands. For an hour she has had the dish sitting at the
back of the kitchen stove in the little frame house far out at the edge
of the town.
The strange, silent mother! She is making love to her sons, but there
are no words for her love. There are no kisses, no caresses.
The rubbing of the warm fat into the cracked hands of her sons is a
caress. The light that now shines in her eyes is a caress.
* * * * *
The silent woman has left deep traces of herself in one of her sons.
He is the one now lying stilly in the bed with his two noisy brothers.
What has happened in the life of the mother? In herself, in her own
physical life, even the two quarreling, fighting sons feel that nothing
can matter too much. If her husband, the father of the boys, is a
no-account and cannot bring money home--the money that would feed
and clothe her children in comfort--one feels it does not matter too
much. If she herself, the proud quiet one, must humiliate herself,
washing--for the sake of the few dimes it may bring in--the soiled
clothes of her neighbors, one knows it does not matter too much.
And yet there is no Christian forbearance in her. She speaks sometimes
as she sits on the edge of the bed in the lamplight rubbing the warm
fat into the cracked frost-bitten hands of her children and there is
often a kind of smoldering fire in her words.
* * * * *
One of the boys in the bed has had a fight with the son of a neighbor.
He, the third son of the family, has taken a hatchet out of the
neighbor boy’s hands. We had been cramming ourselves with the contents
of a book, “The Last of the Mohicans,” and the neighbor boy, whose
father is the town shoemaker, had the hatchet given him as a Christmas
present. He would not lend it, would not let it go out of his hands and
so my brother, the determined one, has snatched it away.
The struggle took place in a little grove of trees half a mile from the
house. “Le Renard Subtil,” cries my brother jerking the hatchet out
of the neighbor boy’s hand. The neighbor boy did not want to be the
villain--“Le Renard Subtil.”
And so he went crying off toward his home, on the farther side of the
field. He lived in a yellow house just beyond our own and near the end
of the street at the edge of the town.
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