A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
All these things we know, but we love our Bill and can hardly wait
until the shooting begins. As for myself I never see such a performance
but that I later go out of the theatre and, when I get off into a quiet
street alone, I become just such another. Looking about to see that I
am unobserved, I jerk two imaginary guns out of my hip pockets and draw
a quick bead on some near-by tree. “Dog,” I cry, “unhand her!” All my
early reading of American literature comes into my mind and I try to
do a thing that is always being spoken of in the books. I try to make
my eyes narrow to pin points. Bill Hart can do it wonderfully in the
pictures and why not I? As I sat in the movie house it was evident
that Bill Hart was being loved by all the men women and children
sitting about and I also want to be loved--to be a little dreaded and
feared, too, perhaps. “Ah! there goes Sherwood Anderson! Treat him with
respect. He is a bad man when he is aroused. But treat him kindly and
he will be as gentle with you as any cooing dove.”
* * * * *
As a boy lying buried in the hay I presume I had some such notion as
that, and later as a man standing by a lathe in some factory some such
notion must have still been in my mind. I wanted then to be something
heroic in the eyes of my own mother, now dead, and at the same time
wanted to be something heroic in my own eyes too.
One could not do the thing in actual life, so one did it in a new world
created within one’s fancy.
And what a world that fanciful one--how grotesque, how strange, how
teeming with strange life! Could one ever bring order into that world?
In my own actual work as a tale-teller I have been able to organize and
tell but a few of the fancies that have come to me. There is a world
into which no one but myself has ever entered and I would like to take
you there; but how often when I go, filled with confidence, to the very
door leading into that strange world, I find it locked! Now, in the
morning, I myself cannot enter the land into which all last night, as I
lay awake in my bed, I went alone at will.
There are so many people in that land of whom I should like to tell
you. I should like to take you with me through the gate into the land,
let you wander there with me. There are people there with whom I should
like you to talk. There is the old woman accompanied by the gigantic
dogs who died alone in a wood on a winter day, the stout man with the
gray eyes and with the pack on his back, who stands talking to the
beautiful woman as she sits in her carriage, the little dark woman with
the boyish husband who lives in a small frame house by a dusty road far
out, in the country.
These and many other figures, all having a life of their own, all
playing forever in the field of my fancy. The fanciful shadowy life
striving to take on flesh, to live as you and I live, to come out of
the shadowy world of the fancy into the actuality of accomplished art.
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