A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
my limited audience that air, normally, might be a clean thing to be
cleanly breathed into the lungs and that a man like myself, although
he might wear dirty, soiled clothes in order to earn money to keep his
body alive might also at the same time have a certain feeling of pride
and joy in his body and want clean sheets to put it between when he
laid it down to sleep at night.
To Nora, standing there and staring at me, half in wonder, half in
anger, I tried to explain a little my habit of having visions and
sketched for her, as rapidly and briefly as I could, the marvelous
sights I had in fancy seen in the vacant lot near the warehouse in
the late afternoon, and also I preached her a kind of sermon, not, I
assure you, with the object of changing her own character but rather to
carry out the plan that had formed in my rather befuddled brain, a plan
for bullying her--that is to say of bending her to my own purpose if
possible.
Being by nature a rather shrewd man, however, I did not put the case to
her directly but pursuing the method common to preachers who always try
to conceal their own wants under the mask of the common good, so that a
man who is apparently always trying to get others into Heaven is really
only afraid he will not manage to get there himself, pursuing valiantly
this method, I pointed to the soiled water lilies above Nora’s head.
An inspiration seized me. At that time, you must remember, I did know
that Nora was engaged to be married to an engineer’s assistant on a
lake steamer. I chanced at that moment to see the picture of the water
lilies and thought of the little quiet back waters of Sandusky Bay
where as a boy I had sometimes gone fishing with a certain charming
old country doctor who for a time had employed me, ostensibly as a
stable boy but really as a companion on long country drives. The old
doctor had been a talkative soul and loved to speculate on life and its
purposes and we often went fishing on summer afternoons and evenings,
not so much for the purpose of catching fish as to give the doctor the
opportunity to sit in a boat on the bank of some stream and pour wisdom
into my willing young ears.
And so there I was, in the presence of Nora and that wondering workman,
standing with one arm raised and pointing at the cheap chromo on the
wall and being as much the actor as I could. Even though my brain
was somewhat befuddled I was watching Nora, waiting and hoping that
something I might say would really arrest her attention, and now I
thought, as I have said, of quiet sweet back waters of bays and rivers,
of suns going down in clean evening skies, of my own white bare feet
dangling in warm pellucid waters.
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