A Strange Story — Volume 08Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
Philosophy
A Strange Story — Volume 08
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
In thoughts like these the night wore away, the moonbeams that streamed
through my window lighting up the spacious solitudes beyond,--mead and
creek, forest-land, mountaintop,--and the silence without broken by the
wild cry of the night hawk and the sibilant melancholy dirge of the
shining chrysococyx,[3]--bird that never sings but at night, and
obstinately haunts the roofs of the sick and dying, ominous of woe and
death.
But up sprang the sun, and, chasing these gloomy sounds, out burst the
wonderful chorus of Australian groves, the great kingfisher opening the
jocund melodious babble with the glee of his social laugh.
And now I heard Faber's step in Lilian's room,--heard through the door her
soft voice, though I could not distinguish the words. It was not long
before I saw the kind physician standing at the threshold of my chamber.
He pressed his finger to his lip, and made me a sign to follow him. I
obeyed, with noiseless tread and stifled breathing. He awaited me in the
garden under the flowering acacias, passed his arm in mine, and drew me
into the open pasture-land.
"Compose yourself," he then said; "I bring you tidings both of gladness
and of fear. Your Lilian's mind is restored: even the memories which had
been swept away by the fever that followed her return to her home in L----
are returning, though as yet indistinct. She yearns to see you, to bless
you for all your noble devotion, your generous, greathearted love; but I
forbid such interview now. If, in a few hours, she become either
decidedly stronger or decidedly more enfeebled, you shall be summoned to
her side. Even if you are condemned to a loss for which the sole
consolation must be placed in the life hereafter, you shall have, at
least, the last mortal commune of soul with soul. Courage! courage! You
are man! Bear as man what you have so often bid other men submit to
endure."
I had flung myself on the ground,--writhing worm that had no home but on
earth! Man, indeed! Man! All, at that moment, I took from manhood was
its acute sensibility to love and to anguish!
But after all such paroxysms of mortal pain, there comes a strange lull.
Thought itself halts, like the still hush of water between two descending
torrents. I rose in a calm, which Faber might well mistake for fortitude.
"Well," I said quietly, "fulfil your promise. If Lilian is to pass away
from me, I shall see her, at least, again; no wall, you tell me, between
our minds; mind to mind once more,--once more!"
"Allen," said Faber, mournfully and softly, "why do you shun to repeat my
words--soul to soul?"
"Ay, ay,--I understand. Those words mean that you have resigned all hope
that Lilian's life will linger here, when her mind comes back in full
consciousness; I know well that last lightning flash and the darkness
which swallows it up!"
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