Mrs. Stapleton listened amusedly to the light talk between Mr. Chetwynd
and Felicia, though with a certain surprise and wistfulness. Charming
and courteous as the old man was when the mood for conversation was on
him, she had never been able to open in him that light playful vein.
What Frau Schultz had expressed coarsely, Katherine, with a finer
nature, felt delicately. It was Felicia's fresh maidenhood that had
instinctively gladdened the old man--a possession she herself had lost
for ever, with which she could gladden no man's heart. She looked across
the table and smiled at her own thought. What did it matter, after all?
She had had the roses and lilies in her time, and they had not brought
her any great happiness. Her life had been lived. Still, a woman
of thirty mourns her lost youth--all the more if it has been a
failure--just as an older woman mourns the death of a scrapegrace son.
And though Katherine smiled at herself, she wished for some of it back,
even to charm such an old, old man as Mr. Chetwynd. There will ever be
much that is feminine in woman.
“You haye made a conquest,” she said soon afterwards to Felicia.
“Haven't I?” laughed the girl. “He is so sweet. Do you know, I think
sweet people, when they grow very, very old, become quite young again.”
“Or, in this case, more accurately, isn't it that extremes touch?”
“Do you think I am so very young?” asked Felicia, seizing the objective.
“I am twenty.”
“Happy girl,” said Katherine, smiling. “But what I meant was, that if
you were thirty and he was fifty, you probably would have fewer points
of contact.”
“Or, if I were ten and he were eighty, we would play together like
kittens,” said Felicia, with girlish irreverence. “Well, it doesn't
matter. He is the dearest old man in the world, and it was very nice of
you to arrange for me to sit next to him.”
“It seems to have brightened you, Felicia.”
“Oh, yes, wonderfully. I was getting so bored and dull and miserable. It
is not very gay now, but I have something to look forward to every day.
And your letting me talk to you has made a great difference.”
“I am afraid I am not very entertaining,” said Katherine.
“Sometimes you are so sad,” said Felicia, sympathetically. “I wish I
could help you.”
“I am afraid you would have to upheave the universe, my dear.”
Felicia looked at her with such wonderful gravity in her brown eyes that
Katherine broke into a laugh.
“Well, you can do it gradually. Begin with my work-basket, will you? and
find me a spool of No. 100 thread.”
Without overstepping the bounds of kindly friendship, they saw much of
each other. An imperceptible shadow of reserve in Katherine's manner,
a certain variability of mood, a vein of hardness in her nature ever
liable to be exposed by a chance thought, checked in the young girl the
impulses of a more generous affection. Katherine was conscious of this;
conscious, too, of no efforts to win more from the girl. Now and then
she sounded a note of explanation.
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