There was nothing to do save reading and needlework and gossip. It
was while pursuing the last avocation that Felicia gathered her chief
materials for speculation. These women, what were they? Their names
were Mrs. Stapleton, Miss Bunter, Frau Schultz, Frâulein Klinkhardt, and
Madame Popea. American, English, German, Roumanian respectively. Yet in
spite of wide divergencies in creed, nationality, and character, they
all seemed strangely to belong to one class. They were apparently
isolated, selfcentred, without ties or aims or hopes. Each had travelled
through Europe from pension to pension--a weary pilgrimage. Their lives
were for the most part spent in listless idleness, only saved now and
then from inanition by the nerving influences of petty bickerings,
violent intimacies, sordid jealousies. All had moods of kindness
alternating with moods of cynical disregard of susceptibilities. Now and
then a wave of hysteria would pass through the atmosphere of depression,
when feminine velvet would be rudely thrust back and spiteful claws
exposed to view. Even Mrs. Stapleton would occasionally break through
her habitual restraint and be goaded into mordant expression. It was the
isolation of these women, their vague references to the sheltering home
of years ago, their cynical exposition and criticism of undreamed of
facts, that made Felicia look upon her surroundings with a child's alarm
at the unfamiliar.
Sometimes she felt home-sick and miserable, wished that her uncle and
aunt, with whom her home had been for many years since the death of her
parents, had taken her out with them to Bermuda. But they, worthy souls,
when Colonel Graves was ordered abroad with the regiment, had thought
that a year's continental life would be a treat for the girl, and
had sent her, in consequence, to the care of Mme. Boccard, a distant
kinswoman, whose prospectus read like a synopsis of Eden. They had so
set their hearts upon her enjoyment, that, now they were thousands of
miles away, she felt it would be ungracious to complain. But she was
very unhappy.
“Mon Dieu! This is getting terrible!” said Mme. Popea, one evening.
Dinner was over, and some of the ladies were passing the usual dreary
evening in the salon.
“It is enough to drive you mad. It would be livelier in a convent. One
would have Matins and Vespers and Compline--a heap of little duties. One
could go to one's bed tired, and sleep. Here one sleeps all day, so that
when night comes, one can't shut an eye.”
“Why don't you go to the convent, Mme. Popea?” asked Mrs. Stapleton,
mildly, looking up from her needlework.
“Ah! one cannot always choose,” replied Mme. Popea, with a sigh.
“Besides,” she added, “one would have to be so good!”
“Yes; there is some truth in that,” said Mrs. Stapleton. “It is better
to be a serene sinner than a depressed saint! And sometimes we sinners
have our hours of serenity.”
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