Whereupon Mme. Boccard thanked her, and wished that everybody was as
gentle and easy to deal with, and Katherine had smiled inwardly, at the
same time despising herself a little for doing so, as is the way with
women.
As for Felicia, the disposition of seats caused her painful
embarrassment. She dared not look at Katherine, lest she should read the
welcome in her eyes; she dared not look at Raine, lest the trouble in
her own should betray her. She kept them downcast, listening to Raine's
voice with a burning cheek and beating heart. Only when the meal was
over, and the old man detained her in conversation by the window, and
Raine came up to them, did she summon up courage to meet his glance
fully.
“So the professor has caught you in his dusty web, Miss Graves,” he
said, smiling. “You were very sweet to let yourself be caught.”
“Oh! I walked in of my own accord, I assure you,” replied Felicia,
“and you have no idea what trouble I had. He wants to dismiss me at
the present moment. Do plead for me, Mr. Chetwynd. Of course, I know
I should be in the way in the professor's room now--oh! yes, I should,
that is quite settled--but I want him to give me something to do by
myself.”
“I will try my best for you, Miss Graves,” said Raine; “but you don't
know what an unnatural, hard-hearted--”
“Oh, Mr. Chetwynd!” said Felicia.
“Well, my dear,” said the old man, “you must have your way. It was only
for your own sake I suggested it. I am always so afraid of making you
weary--and it is very, very dry stuff--but your help is invaluable, my
dear. It will be the same as usual, then. Only I think I shall cut down
the time to half, as I, too, am going to be lazy now.”
“Now you will see what real laziness is, Miss Graves,” said Raine. “Do
you know my father's idea of leisure?--what remains of a day after nine
hours' work. Seven he calls laziness; six is abject sloth.”
“Ah! not now, Raine,” said the old man, “not now.”
He turned to go. The two younger people's eyes met, both touched by the
same thing--the pathos of old age that sounded in the old man's words.
“How you must love him!” said Felicia, in a low voice.
“I do,” replied Raine, earnestly; “and it makes me happy to see that he
has not been unloved during my absence. I feel more about what you have
done for him than I can say.”
He smiled, involuntarily put out his hand, and pressed hers that she
gave him. Then they parted, he to follow his father, she to go to her
room serener and happier than she had been for many days, and to weave a
wondrous web out of a few gracious words, a smile, and a pressure of the
hand. If it were possible--if it were only possible! There would be
no shame then--or only just that of it to raise joy with a leaven of
tremulousness.
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