“Then you do care?”
She was silent. But she lifted her eyes to him and he read there what
she could not speak. With a sudden impulse he threw his arm around her,
dripping as she was, and kissed her. Then she broke away and fled to her
room.
Raine's first act on reaching his room was to summon a servant and send
Katherine a glass of cherry-brandy, which he poured from a flask he had
brought with him for mountaineering chances, together with a scribbled
line: “Drink this, at once.”
Then he changed his dripping garments for comfortable flannels, and went
in search of his father. But the old man, though he smiled at Raine's
account of his adventure, was still depressed.
“It will be wretched without you,” he said. “Yet you must go away for a
time. Make it as short as you can, Raine. I shall think in the meantime
of a way out of the difficulty.”
“Couldn't you take Felicia somewhere?” suggested Raine. “To Lucerne. You
might start a few days before my return. I must come back for a little
while. Afterwards, I might join you, when you have parted from Felicia,
and go back to Oxford with you.”
“I will see,” replied the old man a little wearily.
“Poor old dad,” said Raine.
“Man is ever poor,” said his father. “He will never learn the lesson
of life. Even with one foot in the grave he plants the other upon the
ladder of illusion.”
CHAPTER X.--A TOUCH OF NATURE.
Raine sat smoking his pipe for a long time before going to bed. The
events of the day had crowded so fast upon one another, that he had
scarcely had time to estimate their relative importance. His mind was
not yet perfectly balanced. The first kiss of a new love disturbs fine
equilibrium.
It was characteristic of him that he at once put aside all temptations
to postpone his departure. He could not meet Katherine again, except as
a declared lover. To parade such relations before Felicia's eyes,
seemed to his simple experience in such things a cynical cruelty. Yet he
devoutly hoped that fate would decide and the destinies decree that he
should return as quickly as possible. There was a peculiar irritation
in the position in which he found himself. The sense of it grew in
intensity as things assumed juster proportions. After all, what had been
said? He was going away with everything unasked, everything unspoken.
A question, a glance, a kiss; sufficient for the glowing moment--but
painfully inadequate for after-hours of longing. With almost grotesque
irritation he broke into an exclamation of anger against the storm that
had interrupted the outburst of his gathering passion. But for a saving
sense of humour he would have felt humiliated by the remembrance of
the sudden check. He could not help chafing under the feeling of
incompleteness.
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