“I wonder what kind of a person I am,” thought Victoria as she walked. “I
wonder what sort of a character I really have. I don’t seem to get as
gloomy as Honor or as furious as Katherine over being poor. Does it mean
that I don’t realize as they do how very bad things are? It always seems
as if there must be some way out, no matter how gloomy and awful things
may look. Perhaps I’m rather shallow and can’t grasp the situation. Some
day when I have time I am going to sit down and study my own nature, but
there are ever so many things that must be done first. And after all, it
doesn’t seem worth while to waste time over that. I might find out that I
was absolutely worthless, and that would be so discouraging. I suppose a
great many people would say that I ought to examine myself more, and
correct my faults, and all that, and I suppose I ought; but if I did I
know I should get depressed, and it really seems as if one of us should
try to keep bright and cheerful, and I seem to be the one that it comes
easiest to. I wish I had some one to ask about such things—a mother, for
instance. Holloa, here I am at Aunt Sophia’s already. I hope she is at
home.”
But inquiry proved that already Mrs. Wentworth Ward had gone out. She
would not return until five o’clock that afternoon, the maid said. She
had gone to Providence to attend a meeting. Would not Miss Victoria come
in and rest a bit?
But Victoria declined the invitation. She had quickly determined to put
her other plans into action, and no time should be lost.
It did not take long to reach a certain silversmith’s of whom she had
heard, and whom she knew to be honest, although his shop was neither
large nor fashionable. Fortunately no customers were in the store, and
the proprietor could attend to her himself. She produced the small heavy
package from her pocket, and proceeded to untie it. In it were a pair of
old-fashioned gold earrings, a watch and chain, and one or two chased
rings. These articles had been left to Victoria by the will of her
grandmother. The watch, which was very old, and had long since ceased to
go, was of no great value as a timepiece, she supposed.
“I want to sell these things,” said she, bravely. “Will you buy them?”
The old man, who had kind eyes, Victoria thought, looked at them
critically. Then he glanced benignly at the owner of the trinkets.
“Do you really want to sell them?” said he.
“Yes, I really do,” returned Victoria. “I need the money. How much will
you give me for them?”
“I can’t tell that until I’ve taken them apart and weighed the gold. Come
back next week, and I’ll tell you.”
“Next week!” cried Victoria. “Oh, can’t you do it now? I do want to take
the money home to-day.”
“And ain’t you going to buy Christmas presents with it?” asked the old
man.
“No indeed, I’m not. We really need the money. Couldn’t you tell me if I
were to come back this afternoon? At three o’clock, for instance?”
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