Medicine, Military; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, Canadian
Looking down I saw the smiling face of
Captain S----, a chaplain, who had been there
the previous day, burying some of our brave
boys who had paid the greatest price that man
can pay. He was a most courageous chap,
always good-humored under any circumstances,
and the gas had not lessened his courage. We
joked for a few moments, then we tried,
without success, to argue courage into a little
cockney for whom this was a cruel initiation into
the firing line, and whose "wind was up," as
the boys express it when a man's nerve is about
all gone. I don't know what happened to the
little cockney in the end, but my last memory
of him was that he was still arguing that this
was no place for a white man, with which
sentiment we all agreed. Shortly we were glad
to reapply our masks, as the air became almost
thick enough to cut with a knife, and that vise
on our chests kept tightening.
Though the night seemed a thousand years
long, it finally came to an end just as our
nerves were at breaking point. The gas masks
had been on our faces for the better part of five
hours. What sighs of relief we gave as those
abominable shells ceased to come over, and in
their place we heard the crump of high
explosive shells! Dame Nature completed the
blessing by pouring down a drizzling rain which
dissolved the gases and cleared the air, the
rain then lying in opalescent pools in the
shell-holes.
How glorious God's fresh air seemed to us
after that atrocious experience! With what
pleasure we laid aside our masks, though they
had without doubt saved our lives! How
exquisite to feel that the grains of sand between
our eyelids and eyeballs seemed to be
absorbing! And what a satisfaction to know that,
despite the agony of it all, we had done our
bit like men; for the greatest gifts that God
can give are those necessary for the playing
of a man's part!
Day was breaking when two runners came
from the officer commanding B Company, to
tell me that he wanted me to come over to the
railway embankment, where his dugout was, to
see a number of his men who were suffering
severely from the gas. To come for me these
boys had to cross a field for three hundred
yards where the enemy were dropping Jack
Johnsons--immense high explosive shells. The
boys had nearly been caught by one of them,
and they thought it unwise to recross the
ground just then, as the shells were still
falling. I leaned against the ruins of this old
stone building, and watched the shells
exploding for some minutes.
Gas attacks have a most depressing and
demoralizing effect on everyone. I have never
made a trip with as little pleasure as that I felt
at the thought of this one before me. A medical
officer can, but very rarely does, refuse to
go to cases. He may insist on having them
brought to him, as there is only one medical
officer to a battalion, and his death may make
it awkward for his unit till he is replaced by
another surgeon from the nearest field ambulance.
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