“I feel sick and lonely and horrid,” she said under her breath. “Talk
of nerves; oh, if Aunt Raby could see me now! Why, I’m positively
shaking, I can scarcely speak, I can scarcely think properly. What
would the children say if they saw their Prissie now? And I’m the girl
who is to fight the world, and kill the dragon, and make a home for the
nestlings. Don’t I feel like it! Don’t I look like it! Don’t I just
loathe myself! How hideously I do my hair, and what a frightful dress I
have on. Oh, I wish I weren’t shaking so much. I know I shall get red
all over at dinner. I wish I weren’t going to dinner. I wish, oh, I
wish I were at home again.”
Crash! bang! pealed the great gong through the house. Doors were opened
all along the corridor; light steps passed Priscilla’s room. She heard
the rustle of silk and the sweet, high tinkle of girlish laughter.
She stayed in her room till the last footsteps had died away, then in
desperation made a rush for it, flew down the wide stairs in a bashful
agony, and, as a matter of course, entered the spacious dining-hall by
the door devoted to the dons.
A girl’s life at one of the women’s colleges is supposed to be more or
less an unfettered sort of existence. The broad rules guiding conduct
are few and little more than those which must be exercised in any
well-organized family. But there is the unspoken etiquette made chiefly
by the students themselves, which fills the place like an atmosphere,
and which can only be transgressed at the risk of surly glances and
muttered comments and even words of derision.
No student was expected to enter the hall by the dons’ entrance, and
for this enormity to be perpetrated by a fresher immediately made her
the cynosure of all eyes. Poor Priscilla was unconscious of any
offense. She grew scarlet under the gaze of the merciless young eyes
and further added to her sins by sitting down at one of the tables at
the top of the hall.
No one reproved her in words or requested her to take a lower seat, but
some rude giggles were not inaudible; and Priscilla, who would
thankfully have taken her dinner in the scullery, heard hints about a
certain young person’s presumption, and about the cheek of those
wretched freshers, which must instantly be put down with a high hand.
Priscilla had choked over her soup, and was making poor way with the
fish that followed, when suddenly a sweet, low voice addressed her.
“This is your first evening at St. Benet’s,” said the voice. “I hope
you will be happy. I know you will, after a little.”
Priscilla turned and met the full gaze of lovely eyes, brown like a
nut, soft and deep as the thick pile of velvet, and yet with a latent
flash and glow in them which gave them a red, half-wild gleam now and
then. The lips that belonged to this face were slightly parted in a
smile; the smile and the expression in the eyes stole straight down
with a glow of delicious comfort into Priscilla’s heart.
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