He meant to keep his words; he intended to fling far from him all
remembrance of this woman whom to think of now would be sin; he meant
to cling with his whole heart to this one who had loved and honored him
while others had laughed at his distress.
He would go over to Mount Severn and ask her to be his wife. He would,
if God were willing, marry her, and from the ashes of the old life
construct a fair edifice; then when all barriers of love and honor
parted him from Lady Hermione, he should most certainly forget her.
He was not altogether blinded; he knew it was not so much love for
Clarice and the desire of taking up the broken threads of life that
actuated him as it was the wish to show the whole world, including Lady
Hermione, that he was not the victim of an unhappy love.
Is there any sadder story than the tale of a strong man’s love
when that love is wasted and vain? Had Sir Ronald been a man of
more commonplace character he would have done as commonplace men
do--recovered from the effects of his disappointment and looked around
him for a second object to love. Being what he was, his life had now
but one object--to hide from the world the pain that was never to cease
preying upon him.
One warm, beautiful September evening he went over to Mount Severn.
Although he did not love her, the scene will never leave his memory
until death takes all earthly pictures from him.
Warm and bright, with the lingering gold of summer in the sky, and
the breath of flowers in the air, the birds were singing in the shade
of the trees, the south wind whispered sweet and low. He found Mrs.
Severn alone and asked her where he could find her daughter.
“Clarice is out in the grounds,” replied the lady. “I have been
scolding her, Sir Ronald, and she does not like it.”
“I cannot imagine the word ‘scolding’ as applicable from you to her,”
he replied.
“Well, I will modify it, and say that I have been finding fault with
her. She used to fill my home with sunshine and music, Sir Ronald; now
she does nothing but dream. I never saw so great a change in a bright,
high-spirited girl. I know as well as though I could see her she is
dreaming now, and I should like to know what fills her thoughts.”
“Shall I try to find out?” he said, laughingly. “Perhaps she is writing
a book or a poem, in which case you must allow her time to dream.”
Mrs. Severn did not smile; she was not quite happy over her beautiful
daughter.
“Give me permission to find her and add my lecture to yours,” he said,
and Mrs. Severn told him she believed Clarice had gone toward the lake.
“Do not let her stay out very long, Sir Ronald. Remember, it is autumn,
and the night dews are heavy.”
He promised, and went out of the long, open window into the beautiful,
picturesque grounds of Mount Severn. He walked quickly toward the lake.
One glance at the placid, dreamy water showed him she was not there.
“Clarice,” he said, gently, and the wind from the trees alone answered
him.
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