“I wonder how it is,” she said, “that I seem too ready to place such
confidence in you; there must be a mystery about it. I say so little to
others.”
“You see no one else,” he replied, touched and flattered by the trust
she had in him.
“Even when I did, I had not that instinctive faith in them that seems
to spring naturally to you. One of my old theories used to be that soul
recognized soul, even as body recognizes body.”
“Why do you call it an old theory?” he asked. “To me, it seems a very
feasible one.”
“Because I trusted to it once too often--once the eyes of soul saw
falsely.”
“That happens to most of us,” he said, for she had paused abruptly.
“To none, to none so cruelly as to me. You talked to me the other day
about a passion flower. Do you know, I might take the passion flower as
an emblem of my life? No other expresses it half so well.”
Her dark eyes were filled with indignant tears. She looked a very Niobe
as she stood before him with clasped hands and quivering lips.
“I have read all the cant of the day,” she continued, passionately,
“about woman’s rights, and my soul has risen in hot rebellion against
it. I want no voice in Parliament. I never care to see women aping the
dress, the manners, the habits of men. But, oh! for the time when women
shall meet with justice, with fair play, with protection, instead of
tyranny. I should like to ask the wise and honored of the land when
that time is coming?”
Her sudden, passionate vehemence carried him away. Fire from a rock
or stone could not have astounded him more than this vehemence from a
woman whom he had always looked upon as colder than frost or snow.
“The mission of women should be to protect women,” he said.
She laughed scornfully.
“It should be, but what is the reality? Oppression where it is
possible, tyranny where it is feasible, ill-treatment, unkindness
everywhere.”
“No, not everywhere,” he interrupted. “Now you are unjust, Mrs. Payton;
there are men in whom the true spirit of chivalry yet lives. There are
men who would die for a woman’s smile--I would have done it myself.
There are men who ask from God no higher, nobler mission than to make
the woman they love happy. Do you not believe this?”
The fire in her dark eyes was dimmed by a rain of tears.
“I can believe it of you,” she said, “but not of many. I have been the
victim of the oppression and injustice of men; you know nothing of it.
Some time, later on, when you know my story, you will not wonder that
I am so sadly in earnest. The cruelty of one man has overshadowed my
life; there are many who have been wronged as much as I have been.”
Then she became her own cold self again, half seeming to repent of
the confidence she had placed in him. He understood, when those moods
came over her, that it was useless to remain or try to win her further
confidence.
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