The day came when, walking by her side through the large gardens of
the Dower House, he told her the story of his murdered love. She was
strangely interested.
“And you live but to avenge her?” she said.
“That is my one object in life,” he replied.
“And when you have done that?” she continued.
“I care not,” he interrupted. “Perhaps you can understand the love that
fills a man’s whole heart, that burns his whole soul, that destroys
all else in him! Such a love as that was mine for the beautiful girl a
murderer’s hand laid in an early grave.”
“You are a hero,” she said, “one of the heroes of old come back again.
How I shall admire you now, how I shall reverence you! A man in the
prime of life, with health, strength, wealth and everything that can
make life bright, content to care only for the memory of a dead love! I
thought such men lived only in books. I am better for having met one.”
CHAPTER XXXVII.
FAIR WOMEN.
Praise from a woman’s lips is sweet to man. As a matter of course,
when this incense is offered they look superior and pretend that it is
not needful, yet it is none the less agreeable. Kenelm Eyrle had never
known how sweet it was. The only woman he had ever loved, Clarice, had
not returned his affection, and had never, perhaps, in the whole course
of her life uttered one word of praise or homage to him. So that it was
pleasant to him to remember how the beautiful Spanish face had glowed
with warmest admiration, how the dark eyes had grown brighter as she
had called him a hero.
Of course it was all nonsense--nothing but woman’s nonsense--this
exaggerated manner of looking at everything--yet it was undeniably
pleasant to remember. It did not prevent him from looking forward with
something of delight to his next visit to the Dower House. He was not
in love with Mrs. Payton, he whose heart lay in Clarice’s grave; he was
not in love with her, but he found the companionship of a beautiful and
intellectual woman very sweet.
The windows formed a very agreeable pretext for constant visiting. They
were very handsome--they were his own design--and he liked to watch the
progress made in the work. She said no more about herself. She did not
offer, as she had once suggested, to tell him her story. She seemed to
have forgotten the half-violent moods, the strange impulses that had
led her to say so much to him. She talked no more of the injustice done
to women, of the tyranny of men. A calm, sweet, tranquil content was
coming over her. He looked at her one day as she stood under the rich,
rippling foliage of the lime trees, a golden light falling on her dark,
queenly head and beautiful face. It was a moment when she had seemingly
forgotten all that made her life dreary. She was watching a bird feed
its little ones, and the smile on her face was open and frank as that
of a child.
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