"He who sows the wind shall reap the tempest," says an Austrian proverb.
When she wished to meet Hautefeuille, to make herself dear to him, she
wanted to strike Du Prat in the tenderest, most vulnerable spot in his
organization, to wound him through his friendship, to torture him
through it, to avenge herself in this way. She had succeeded only too
well! What blow was he going to strike in the rage of suffering now
consuming him? She had changed so much since the moment she had
conceived the project of cruel vengeance that she asked herself what she
was to do, what path she was to take? What if she appealed to this man,
made supplication to him, sought to melt his mood?--Or would it be
better to play with him, to cause him to think no _liaison_ existed
between her and Hautefeuille, for, after all, he had no proof.--Or
better still, why not oppose a bold front, and when he dared to appear
before her, drive him from her door, for he had no claim upon her.--Her
pride revolted against the first, her nobility of character against the
second, her reason against the third. In such a decisive crisis as the
one through which the poor woman was passing, the mind calls
instinctively upon all the most secret resources of nature, just as it
collects, summons to the centre of the personality, all its hidden
strength. Ely was remarkable by her need of truth and energy in the
middle of a society that is refined to excess and composite to the verge
of falsity. As she said to her confidante in the alleys of the Brions'
garden, on that night that was so recent and seemed so distant, it was
the truth in Hautefeuille's soul that had first of all attracted her,
charmed her, seduced her. It was in order to live a true life, to feel
true emotions, that she had entered the paths of this love, whose
dangers she had foreseen. After having in thought taken up and laid
down, accepted and rejected a score of projects, she finished by
deciding within herself that she would trust to the simple truth in the
redoubtable scene she felt was drawing near, thinking:--
"I will show him all my heart, just as it is, and he may trample on it
if he can find the strength."
This was the policy that this woman, capable of any error but not of
meanness or common calculation, arrived at after her wretched
wakefulness. She did not find forgetfulness in it for a peril drawing
near. But it gave her the courage that every human being feels in being
completely, absolutely logical in thought, wish, and belief. She was
not, therefore, as much surprised as she even expected when, about ten
o'clock, she received a note that proved how accurately she had
reasoned.
The letter was very short. But it was full of menace for her who read it
in the same little salon where she had made up her mind to dismiss
Pierre Hautefeuille,--a resolution that had been so weakly broken, and
that had been prompted by the very terror of the catastrophe that the
few lines announced:--
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