London (England) -- Fiction; South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction
She was obliged to obey, and reluctantly she left the room. She could
not understand her father's emotion, nor could she understand the
presence in Chippingholt of this man with the crape scarf, who so
nearly resembled him as to be mistaken for him by Harold. So far as
she knew her father had no relatives. But he had always been very
reticent about his family affairs. She knew nothing of his connections
or his past life. Her mother she could scarce remember. She had died
when Brenda was a tiny child, and ever since that time she had been
brought up by strangers far away from home. Up to the age of twenty
she had been at a boarding-school, and there she had seen next to
nothing of her father. A casual visit on his part, and a few casual
questions as to her welfare--her mental welfare chiefly--that
represented Brenda's experience of the domestic affections and a
father's love. When she had come of age Scarse had sent for her, and
had established her in the cottage at Chippingholt, giving her
occasionally a week in London during the season. He retained his
bachelor chambers in Start Street, Piccadilly, but never took her
there, and ever kept her at arm's length when she hungered for
sympathy and love. No wonder, then, that in the all-important matter
of her marriage she felt no inclination to obey the man who had been
to her but a father in name: and no wonder she had fallen in love with
Harold Burton, and was bent now on linking her life with his. He was
the one human being who had held out to her affection and sympathy,
and from him she determined no earthly power should part her. Her
father treated her as a pawn on the chessboard of life, to be moved
about as best suited his own purpose. She regarded herself as a human
being, with the right to consider her own happiness, and to work out
her own destiny.
"Never will I marry Van Zwieten," she reiterated to herself as she
dressed for dinner. "The man is a tyrant and a brute. Father has done
nothing for me that I should sacrifice myself so for him. Together
Harold and I will shape a new life for ourselves. If father's neglect
has done nothing else for me, it has at least made me self-reliant."
As she expected, her father did not appear at dinner, alleging his
megrims as the reason for his non-appearance. But Brenda had a very
shrewd idea that the appearance of this unknown man, who so resembled
him, had more to do with it. She felt sure there was some sort of
mystery. Her father's life was altogether so secretive. But she did
not let it disturb her, and dismissed it from her mind, until a chance
remark from Van Zwieten again roused her curiosity.
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