Character sketches; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
"And then, while I talked, there came to me suddenly a suspicion. I
wondered it hadn't come before. You guess what it was? It made me
feel very cold and strange. I went on talking. But, also, I went
on--quite separately--thinking. The suspicion wasn't a certainty.
This mother and daughter were always together. What was to befall the
one might anywhere--anywhere--befall the other. But a like fate, in an
equally near future, was in store for that other lady. The coincidence
was curious, very. Here we all were together--here, they and I--I who
was narrowly to escape, so soon now, what they, so soon now, were to
suffer. Oh, there was an inference to be drawn. Not a sure inference,
I told myself. And always I was talking, talking, and the train was
swinging and swaying noisily along--to what? It was a fast train. Our
carriage was near the engine. I was talking loudly. Full well I had
known what I should see in the colonel's hands. I told myself I had
not known. I told myself that even now the thing I dreaded was not
sure to be. Don't think I was dreading it for myself. I wasn't so
'lamentable' as all that--now. It was only of them that I
thought--only for them. I hurried over the colonel's character and
career; I was perfunctory. It was Brett's hands that I wanted. THEY
were the hands that mattered. If THEY had the marks-- Remember, Brett
was to start for India in the coming week, his wife was to remain in
England. They would be apart. Therefore--
"And the marks were there. And I did nothing--nothing but hold forth
on the subtleties of Brett's character. There was a thing for me to
do. I wanted to do it. I wanted to spring to the window and pull the
communication-cord. Quite a simple thing to do. Nothing easier than
to stop a train. You just give a sharp pull, and the train slows down,
comes to a standstill. And the guard appears at your window. You
explain to the guard.
"Nothing easier than to tell him there is going to be a collision.
Nothing easier than to insist that you and your friends and every other
passenger in the train must get out at once. There ARE easier things
than this? Things that need less courage than this? Some of THEM I
could have done, I dare say. This thing I was going to do. Oh, I was
determined that I would do it--directly.
"I had said all I had to say about Brett's hands. I had brought my
entertainment to an end. I had been thanked and complimented all
round. I was quite at liberty. I was going to do what I had to do. I
was determined, yes.
"We were near the outskirts of London. The air was gray, thickening;
and Dorothy Elbourn had said: 'Oh, this horrible old London! I suppose
there's the same old fog!' And presently I heard her father saying
something about 'prevention' and 'a short act of Parliament' and
'anthracite.' And I sat and listened and agreed and--"
Laider closed his eyes. He passed his hand slowly through the air.
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