Character sketches; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
Anywhere but in England it would be impossible for two solitary men,
howsoever much reduced by influenza, to spend five or six days in the
same hostel and not exchange a single word. That is one of the charms
of England. Had Laider and I been born and bred in any other land than
Eng we should have become acquainted before the end of our first
evening in the small smoking-room, and have found ourselves irrevocably
committed to go on talking to each other throughout the rest of our
visit. We might, it is true, have happened to like each other more
than any one we had ever met. This off chance may have occurred to us
both. But it counted for nothing against the certain surrender of
quietude and liberty. We slightly bowed to each other as we entered or
left the dining-room or smoking-room, and as we met on the wide-spread
sands or in the shop that had a small and faded circulating library.
That was all. Our mutual aloofness was a positive bond between us.
Had he been much older than I, the responsibility for our silence would
of course have been his alone. But he was not, I judged, more than
five or six years ahead of me, and thus I might without impropriety
have taken it on myself to perform that hard and perilous feat which
English people call, with a shiver, "breaking the ice." He had reason,
therefore, to be as grateful to me as I to him. Each of us, not the
less frankly because silently, recognized his obligation to the other.
And when, on the last evening of my stay, the ice actually was broken
there was no ill-will between us: neither of us was to blame.
It was a Sunday evening. I had been out for a long last walk and had
come in very late to dinner. Laider had left his table almost directly
after I sat down to mine. When I entered the smoking-room I found him
reading a weekly review which I had bought the day before. It was a
crisis. He could not silently offer nor could I have silently
accepted, six-pence. It was a crisis. We faced it like men. He made,
by word of mouth, a graceful apology. Verbally, not by signs, I
besought him to go on reading. But this, of course, was a vain counsel
of perfection. The social code forced us to talk now. We obeyed it
like men. To reassure him that our position was not so desperate as it
might seem, I took the earliest opportunity to mention that I was going
away early next morning. In the tone of his "Oh, are you?" he tried
bravely to imply that he was sorry, even now, to hear that. In a way,
perhaps, he really was sorry. We had got on so well together, he and
I. Nothing could efface the memory of that. Nay, we seemed to be
hitting it off even now. Influenza was not our sole theme. We passed
from that to the aforesaid weekly review, and to a correspondence that
was raging therein on faith and reason.
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