A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three VolumesDickens, Mary Angela
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A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three Volumes
Dickens, Mary Angela
Fiction
Suffering is not always to be estimated by the worth of the object
through which it is inflicted; not often, indeed, in this world, where
the sum of man’s suffering is out of all proportion greater than the sum
of man’s spirituality. Mrs. Romayne’s conception of life might be in the
last degree narrow and selfish, and as such it might be in the highest
degree to be deprecated; but such as it was it was all she had, and
within its limits her life was now in ruin. Her aims and ends in life
might be of the poorest, and deserving of unsparing condemnation; but
she had nothing beyond, and the pain of their overthrow was to her
dormant sensibility not so very disproportionate to the suffering
inflicted on a more sensitive organisation by the shattering of higher
hopes.
Mrs. Romayne, for her part, found her cousin, with the reserve and
formality of demeanour which the situation developed in him, simply a
tiresome and uncongenial companion. He was very attentive to her. His
manner, as she acknowledged to herself more than once with a heavy sigh,
was excellent, and he managed her difficult and painful affairs with
admirable strength and tact; she learnt in the course of those few days
to respect him and depend on him, in spite of herself and even against
her will. But it was not surprising that the end of their enforced dual
solitude should be looked for more or less eagerly by both parties. They
were almost entirely dependent on one another for companionship.
Falconer, it is true, saw Dr. Aston once or twice; but of Mrs. Romayne’s
acquaintances not one had even left a card of condolence upon her.
Neither the Cloughtons nor any other of the pleasure-seekers who had
previously been so anxious for her society, showed any sign of being
aware of her existence under her present circumstances.
The form taken by Falconer’s first allusion to the probable limits of
their detention in Nice had created in both of them, by one of those
vague chains of idea which are so unaccountable and so often
experienced, a tendency to think and speak of the termination of that
detention, when they did speak together on the subject, as “when the
papers are given up.” There was some question, at one time, as to
whether or no even the private papers of William Romayne would be
returned to his widow. And these same papers, thus surrounded by an
element of painful uncertainty, and at the same time elevated into a
kind of order of release, obtained in the minds of both a fictitious
importance on their own account. Mrs. Romayne found herself thinking
about them, conjecturing about them, even dreaming about them; until at
last, when they were actually placed in her hand, they possessed a
curious fascination for her.
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