A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three VolumesDickens, Mary Angela
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A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three Volumes
Dickens, Mary Angela
Fiction
She glanced through the first unheedingly enough, and then, as she
reached the end, something seemed suddenly to touch her attention. She
paused a moment, with a startled, incredulous expression on her face,
and began to re-read it slowly and carefully. She read it to the end
again, and her face, as she finished, was a little pale and
chilled-looking. She freed another paper from the packet almost
mechanically, with an absorbed, preoccupied look in her eyes, opened it
and read it with a strained, hardly comprehending attention which grew
gradually and imperceptibly, as she went on from paper to paper, into a
kind of stupefied horror. She finished the thick packet in her hands,
and then she paused, lifting her pale face for a moment and gazing
straight before her with an indescribable expression on its shallow
hardness, as though she was realising something almost incredibly bitter
and repugnant to her, and was stunned by the realisation. Then her
instincts and habits of life and thought seemed to assert themselves, as
it were, and to dominate the situation. Her expression changed; the
stupefied look gave place to what was little deeper than bitter
excitement; a patch of angry colour succeeded the pallor of a moment
earlier; and her eyes glittered.
Turning to the despatch-box again, she proceeded to ransack it with a
hasty eagerness of touch which differed markedly from the careless
composure of her earlier proceedings. Paper after paper was torn open,
glanced through--sometimes even re-read with a feverish attention--and
tossed aside; sometimes with a sudden deepening of that angry flush;
sometimes with a movement of the lips, as though an interjection formed
itself upon them; always with a heightening of her excitement; until one
packet only remained at the bottom of the box. Mrs. Romayne snatched it
out, and then started slightly as she saw that it did not consist, as
the majority of the others had done, of business papers, but of letters
in a woman’s handwriting. Nor was it so old as many of the papers she
had looked at, some of which had borne dates twenty-five years back. She
opened it with a sudden hardening of her excitement, which seemed to
mark the change from almost impersonal to intensely personal interest.
She saw that the date was that of the second year after her marriage;
that each letter was annotated in her husband’s writing; and then she
began deliberately to read, her lips very thin and set, her eyes cold
and hard. She read the letters all through, with every comment inscribed
on them, and by the time she laid the last upon the table her very lips
were white with vindictive feeling strangely incongruous on her little
conventional face. She sat quite still for a moment, and then rose
abruptly and stood by the window with her back to the table, looking
out upon the evening sky.
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