United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She drew nearer, in spite of her dread of meeting people, or above all of
intruding, and saw Anthony Croft standing over the stove, with an
expression of utter helplessness on his usually placid face. She had
never really seen him before in the daylight, and there was something
about his appearance that startled her. The teakettle was on the floor,
and a sea of water was flooding the man’s feet, yet he seemed to be
gazing into vacancy. Presently he stooped, and fumbled gropingly for the
kettle. It was too hot to be touched with impunity, and he finally left
it in a despairing sort of way, and walked in the direction of a shelf,
from under which a row of coats was hanging. The boy called again in a
louder and more insistent tone, ending in a whimper of restless pain.
This seemed to make the man more nervous than ever. His hands went
patiently over and over the shelf, then paused at each separate nail.
“Bless the poor dear!” thought Lyddy. “Is he trying to find his hat, or
what is he trying to do? I wonder if he is music mad?” and she drew
still nearer the steps.
At this moment he turned and came rapidly toward the door. She looked
straight in his face. There was no mistaking it: he was blind. The
magician who had told her, through his violin, secrets that she had
scarcely dreamed of, the wizard who had set her heart to throbbing and
aching and longing as it had never throbbed and ached and longed before,
the being who had worn a halo of romance and genius to her simple mind,
was stone blind! A wave of impetuous anguish, as sharp and passionate as
any she had ever felt for her own misfortunes, swept over her soul at the
spectacle of the man’s helplessness. His sightless eyes struck her like
a blow. But there was no time to lose. She was directly in his path: if
she stood still he would certainly walk over her, and if she moved he
would hear her, so, on the spur of the moment, she gave a nervous cough
and said, “Good-morning, Mr. Croft.”
He stopped short. “Who is it?” he asked.
“I am—it is—I am—your new neighbour,” said Lyddy, with a trembling
attempt at cheerfulness.
“Oh, Miss Butterfield! I should have called up to see you before this if
it hadn’t been for the boy’s sickness. But I am a good-for-nothing
neighbour, as you have doubtless heard. Nobody expects anything of me.”
(“Nobody expects anything of me.” Her own plaint, uttered in her own
tone!)
“I don’t know about that,” she answered swiftly. “You’ve given me, for
one, a great deal of pleasure with your wonderful music. I often hear
you as you play after supper, and it has kept me from being lonesome.
That isn’t very much, to be sure.”
“You are fond of music, then?”
“I didn’t know I was; I never heard any before,” said Lyddy simply; “but
it seems to help people to say things they couldn’t say for themselves,
don’t you think so? It comforts me even to hear it, and I think it must
be still more beautiful to make it.”
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