A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
When the bell rang, he walked down to the drawing-room with a quick
step. His two daughters were there alone--Emily exceedingly pale, but
calm, though very grave; Rose striving for cheerfulness with an effort
almost hysterical. The General was absent in London. Sir William
Winslow was not yet down, though he had only arrived that morning from
town, and might be supposed to feel eagerness to be with his betrothed
as much as possible. Five, ten minutes passed; dinner was announced;
and then some more time went by; till, at length, Mr. Tracy sent up a
servant to inform his guest that they waited for him; and in a few
minutes more, Sir William presented himself. His appearance, however,
struck everybody as very strange. His face was usually florid; his
manner calm and resolute; his tone quick and decided,--but now his
cheek was like a sheet of gray paper; his eyes wandering and haggard;
his step vacillating; his tone wavering, and his words confused. He
apologized for the tardiness of his appearance, saying, that he had
felt fatigued with his journey, and somewhat ill, and had fallen
asleep. Emily expressed no concern or sympathy, though his excuses
were principally addressed to her. They had had a full explanation
together. He knew the terms on which he obtained her hand; and she did
not wish him to suppose her moved by feelings she did not experience.
It was her person he sought to possess, not her love. That he
obtained; she could give no more.
Mechanically he offered her his arm, to take her in to dinner; sat
beside her, and talked. It was strange, rambling conversation;
sometimes distilled drop by drop, as if each word were the last he
would ever speak; sometimes frightfully rapid. They formed a strange
contrast, he and Emily--she in her calm taciturnity; he in his
perturbed, unequal eloquence. Yet there were strong feelings at the
heart of both: hers high, grand, ennobling; a battle fought, a
struggle striven, a victory won over self:--his turbulent, agitating,
oppressive; a fierce contest, a terrible strife, a losing battle
against remorse and dismay. There was nothing harsh, nothing resisting
in her demeanour. It was all done; the combat of the mind was
over--the assent was given: she yielded herself to the knife: she was
Jephthah's daughter in the mountains, the expiation of her father's
folly, prepared or preparing for the sacrifice. She was cold. How
could she be otherwise? But there was no harshness.
He, on the contrary, was strangely excited. Every time the door
opened, he turned round with a start, and looked with straining eyes
behind him. When the butler asked in a whisper of Mr. Tracy, what
wines he should set upon the table after dinner--a question he had
forgotten to put before--Sir William Winslow listened with all his
ears to catch the sounds, as if they bore matter of life and death to
him; and when Mr. Tracy answered aloud, "Some red hermitage and
claret," he applied himself to talk again with exceeding vehemence.
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