A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
The shadow of the dead haunted him. The gaunt spectre of Remorse was
ever before his eyes.
Doubt too--terrible, vague, cloudy, indefinite doubt, the most
oppressive of all states of mind, the most fearful form of
Nemesis--hung over him like a brooding fury. "Was he really dead?" he
asked himself; "Was the man slain?" He had fallen very heavily. That
last blow had been followed by a sound strange and frightful: the
cracking of solid bone mingled with a deathly groan. The eyes--he had
seen them even in the dim twilight--had swum mortally in the sinking
head. There had been a gasp which he did not like to think of, a dire
clutching after breath of lungs that would receive it no more. What he
would have given to creep quietly and silently down those wintry
walls, and look at the spot where he had left him! to feel about with
his hands in the darkness, and ascertain if the body was still there!
But he sat chained to his seat in marble terror. He dared not turn his
eyes towards the side where the deed had been done; he hardly dared to
think of it, lest his thoughts unwittingly should find a tongue to
bear witness against him. Yet he remembered that no one had seen the
deed, as far as he knew; that he had met the object of his crime by
accident, as he was returning to the house after a short walk in the
grounds; that he had encountered no one by the way, either going or
coming; that he had even gone out of the house by one of the
conservatories, which led directly to a close and narrow walk, so that
none could tell he had ever set his foot across the threshold. All
these seemed comfortable reflections; but yet, strange to say, they
brought neither comfort nor assurance. There is a consciousness that
murder has its mysterious witnesses, which ever sits heavily on the
felon's spirit. Why, he knew not, but he felt detected, even while he
strove to prove to himself that detection was impossible. Oh, crime is
a terrible thing!
Nevertheless the whole of dinner-time passed over quietly: there was
nothing took place to cause alarm; and when Emily and Rose left the
table, Mr. Tracy remarked, "Sir William, you do not seem well. If you
would take my advice, you would send for our worthy surgeon, Mr.
Woodyard, and adopt some precautionary measures. I think you must have
overfatigued yourself."
"I had a hard day's work in London, yesterday," replied his guest,
"running after those lawyers all day long; and I travelled all night.
I did not sleep either, though I usually sleep as well in a carriage
as a bed. Perhaps I am a little heated. My face is flushed, is it
not?"
It was as pale as death.
By Mr. Tracy's persuasion the surgeon was sent for; and was soon in
the house.
"Well, what is the matter with you?" he asked, as soon as the young
baronet was pointed out as his patient; and, pressing his hand upon
the pulse, he stared into Sir William's face, as if he wished to put
him out of countenance.
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