A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
Man wonders why it happens so often that in our first manhood
disappointments, bitter as undeserved, fall upon us--why we are
crossed in honourable love--thwarted in noble ambition--frustrated in
generous endeavour--distracted in a just course--denied our reasonable
expectations. Some reply, It is a part of the original curse, and that
we must go on struggling and grumbling. Others--better and wiser men,
and far more religious--find out that it is to wean us from earthly
affections which, when the world is in its spring loveliness, are apt
to take too great a hold upon us. Both may be right; yet there may be
something of training in it too. We have things to accomplish in our
manhood, a course to be run, a contest to fight out; and at that time
of youth we are colts which must be bitted and bridled, put at the
longe, have the rollers between our jaws; and many a sore mouth and
galled withers must be endured before we are fit for the hard rider,
Fate, to get upon our back, and gallop us to the end of our career.
Does not that filly sporting in the field think it very hard that she
may not go on cantering up and down, with her head held high, and her
nostrils snorting fire, or that she may not go on cropping buttercups
and sweet grass--all very reasonable desires for a filly--but must
come and be driven round and round a ring, with a long whip at her
hocks, and a drunken horse-breaker in the middle, holding her from her
joyous freedom by a long cord? Truly, she may well think it a hard
case; but she was not made for her own service--nor was man.
There is something of the same feeling in the breast of that young
wayfarer as he sits there by the fire, after having changed his
clothes. That knitted brow and curling lip show that he thinks he has
been hardly used by fortune; and yet there is a thoughtful look about
his eyes which may indicate a search for, and a discovery of, the ends
and objects of disappointment. The power of thought is a wonderful
thing. See how it steals over him, smoothing the wrinkle out of the
brow, relaxing the bitter turn of the lip. He is forming plans--or
building castles--reawakening hope--recovering faith and trust.
Something is working in his mind for peace!
"You have made me very comfortable," he said, abruptly, while the
other lifted a small tin kettle from the fire, where it had been
hissing and spluttering for a minute or two; "and I am now ready to go
out and seek my bundle at the wear. My wet things can dry here till I
come back."
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