A Widow's Tale, and Other StoriesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A Widow's Tale, and Other Stories
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Short stories
But that was only the first of a series of continual visits, during
which, as was inevitable, the intimacy grew. The piano was opened on the
third or fourth occasion, and after that the children no longer formed
part of Mrs Brunton's _mise en scène_. She did not any longer feel it
necessary to keep them in the front, to keep herself and her visitor in
continual remembrance of her widowhood and her responsibilities. When a
friend comes two or three times in a week, you cannot be always in a
state of preparation for him. You must occasionally fall off your guard,
forget that there is anything in his presence that needs to be guarded
against. The children came in whenever they pleased, but it was the hour
for their walk, or they preferred to play in the garden, which was much
better for them. And Nelly forgot: sometimes it seemed to her that she
forgot everything, their very existence, and poor Jack who was dead, and
India and all her experiences, and was for a moment now and then as she
had been when Jack was a young lover, and she was nineteen--at home in
the old days. It is curious how a woman, who has had a home of her own
for many years, goes back to the time when her father's house was the
only place that bore that name. "We used to do that at home," the matron
will say, with a smile or a tear, realising in a moment the girl she
used to be--with how much stronger reason when she is only parted from
it by some half-dozen years. Nelly felt as if she were again a girl at
home during many of those golden afternoons, as if nothing had ever
happened, as if her life were as yet all to come. She forgot herself,
and that position which had been so much impressed upon her by all her
friends. Poor Nelly! It was very wrong for a woman who was a widow, and
had been a widow not eighteen months; but she was young, and her heart
was very light and elastic, rebounding from the deep gloom which was so
unnatural to her character and to her age. For her character, I need not
say, was not a solid and steady one, as that of the mother of these two
little children ought to have been. And it was so sweet to be young
again, to receive the homage which seemed so genuine, to have the
companionship which was so entrancing, to sing with that other voice
which was so suited to hers, to talk and smile, and be amused, and find
the time fly. She did not know many people--nobody, indeed, but good
Mrs Glynn and the girls, who were absorbed in parish work and mothers'
meetings, in which they had hoped and expected Mrs Brunton would take
her part. They had wanted her to take a district; they had set apart
many things in which she ought to take an interest. But Nelly's interest
had never been awakened in such things. She would have been dull, very
dull, in her new home if it had not been for that very different kind of
interest which was so much more in her way. It is impossible, when you
have an excellent nurse who really knows much better what is right than
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