A Widow's Tale, and Other StoriesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A Widow's Tale, and Other Stories
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Short stories
And he had to go, seizing his hat, hurrying out with an apology for
staying till the last moment, while Nelly, trembling, terrified, shrank
back into the room where a little fire was still burning, though the
night was warm. She went back to it with the chill of exhausted nerves,
and held out her hands to the smouldering glow, while nurse locked and
bolted the hall door with unnecessary noise and commotion. Then that
excellent woman once more put her head into the room with a look which
Nelly could not meet. "Is there anything I can get for you, ma'am,
before I go to bed?" she said.
Nelly thanked her, hurriedly recalling her faculties. "How glad I am you
came to warn Mr Fitzroy, nurse! I had told him, but he paid no
attention. Gentlemen always think they can catch a train by a rush at
the last moment." She felt that she was apologising to nurse, and was
ashamed of doing so, though it was shame and uneasiness which had forced
the words to her lips. Nurse did not commit herself to any approval or
condonation of her mistress's behaviour. She said only "Yes, ma'am," and
marched up-stairs with measured steps to bed.
Nelly sat down on a low chair in front of the smouldering fire. She was
trembling all over, scarcely able to command herself, her cheeks burning
with the heat of excitement, yet her teeth chattering with a nervous
chill, her strength almost completely broken down. Now that she was
alone the tension of her nerves gave way: the light went out of her
eyes, her heart seemed to suffocate her, struggling in her breast. The
agitation of her whole being prostrated her physically as well as
mentally. She lay back upon her chair, as if its support were necessary
to hold her together, and then she bent forward, holding her trembling
hands to the fire. Had the crisis come, not as she had expected, but in
a form that she did not understand? or was this strange interrupted
climax a mere break in the stream, no end at all, a broken thread to be
taken up again to-morrow and to-morrow indefinitely? Nelly was not
capable of forming these questions in her mind, but they swept through
the whirlwind within her, with a horror and alarm which she did not
understand and knew not how to explain. What had he said? Why had he
said that and not something else? What had she done that he had looked
at her so? No, she did not ask herself all this; these questions only
went whirling about in the wild commotion of her soul. She did not know
how long she sat thus, incapable of movement. The fire sank lower, and
she felt, without knowing whence it came, a chill draught from her right
hand where the window was, but took no notice, perceiving it only, not
in a condition of mind to account for it. But Mrs Brunton suddenly sat
up erect, and all that tempest stopped in a moment, at the sound of a
footstep outside and a tap on the window. What was it? Oh, heaven! what
was it? She suddenly remembered in a moment that the window had been
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