A Widow's Tale, and Other StoriesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A Widow's Tale, and Other Stories
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Short stories
There were excuses for him; he had been interrupted, and he had come
back to have it out, to tell his tale, to make his declaration. Mrs
Glynn, who was quite cool and impartial, not bewildered by excitement
like Nelly, thought so. But then she had not that heavy sense of
something else--some things said that ought not to have been said--which
crushed Nelly's heart like a stone. "Was it indispensable that he should
catch the last train? Had she not expected him back--left the window
open for him?" If Mrs Glynn had known of these words, would she have
still thought there were excuses? Nelly's heart lay in her breast like a
stone. The scientific people may say what they will--that the heart is a
mere physical organ; not those who have felt it ache, who have felt it
leap, who have felt it lie like a stone. There seemed no beating in it,
no power of rising. She said to herself that she was relieved and
comforted, and thanked God that, to a calm spectator, there were excuses
for him. But her heart did not respond; it lay motionless in her breast,
crushed, heavy as a stone.
She did not, however, leave the house all that day, expecting, yet not
expecting, the visit which should put everything right, of which her
friend had been so confident; but he did not come. Next morning there
arrived a letter, full of agitation and bewilderment to Nelly. It was
not the apology, the prayer for forgiveness, which she had expected. The
letter took a totally different tone. He accused Nelly--poor Nelly,
trembling and miserable--of distrust, which was an insult to him. What
did she think of him that she had fled from him, turned him over to a
servant? What horrible idea had she formed of him? What did she expect
or imagine?
"I have often been told," he wrote, "that women in their imaginations
jumped at things that would horrify a man; but I never believed it,
least of all of you. What could be more simple or more natural than to
go back to the house of my only friend--to one more dear to me than any
other friend--instead of walking to London, which was my only
alternative? What dreadful things have people put into your head? for
they would not arise there of themselves, I feel sure. And now here we
have come to a crisis which changes our relationship altogether. How are
we to get over it? My first thought was to rush off at once--to put the
Channel between us--so that you might feel safe; but something tugs at
my heart, and I cannot put myself out of reach of you whatever you may
think of me. O Nelly! where did you learn those suspicions that are so
insulting to me? How can I come again with the recollection of all that
in my mind? Do you wish me to come again? Do you want to cast me off?
What is to happen between us? After the insult you have put upon me, it
is for you to take the next step. I am here at your orders--to come or
to stay."
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