Pendarves continued to resist the repeated importunities of La Beauvais
to visit her; but at length she sent a friend to tell him she was dying,
and trusted he would not refuse to bid her farewell.--Pendarves could
not, dared not refuse to answer this appeal to his feelings, and he
repaired to her hotel; in which, though he knew it not, she was
maintained by one of the new Members of the Convention, whom she had
inveigled to marry her according to the laws of the republic. When he
arrived, he found her scarcely indisposed; and reproaching her severely
with her treachery, he told her that all her artifices were vain; that
his heart had always been his wife's though circumstances had enabled
her to lure him from me; that now I had shone upon him in the moments of
danger more brightly than ever; and that he conjured her to forget a
guilty man, who, though never likely perhaps to be happy again with the
woman he adored, yet still preferred his present solitary but guiltless
situation to all the intoxicating hours which he had passed with _her_.
La Beauvais, who really loved him, was overcome with this solemn
renunciation, and fell back in a sort of hysterical affection on the
couch; and while he held her hand, and was bathing her temples with
essences, her husband rushed in, and exclaiming, "Villain, defend
yourself!" he gave a pistol into the hand of Pendarves; then firing
himself, the ball took effect; and while De Walden was waiting his
return at his lodgings to give him my letter of recall and of forgiving
love, he was carried thither a bleeding and a dying man! But he was
conscious; and while Juan, who called by accident, remained with him, De
Walden came to break the dread event to me, and bear me to the couch of
the sufferer.
He was holding my letter to his heart.
"It has healed every wound there," said he, "except those by conscience
made; and it shall lie there till all is over."
Silent, stunned, I threw myself beside him, and joined my cold cheek to
his.
"O Helen! and is it thus we meet? Is _this_ our re-union?"
"Live! do but live," cried I, in a burst of salutary tears; "and you
shall find how dearly I love you still; and we shall be so
happy!--happier than ever!"
He shook his head mournfully, and said he did not deserve to live, and
to be so happy; and he humbly bowed to that chastising hand which, when
he had escaped punishment for real errors, made him fall the victim of
an imaginary one.
The surgeons now came to examine the wound a second time, and confirmed
their previous sentence, that the wound was mortal; on which he desired
to be left alone with me, and I was able to suppress my feelings that I
might sooth his during this overwhelming interview.
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