These moments are some of the dearest and most sacred in the stores of
memory--but I shall not detail them; suffice that I was able, in default
of better aid, to cheer the death-bed of the beloved sufferer, and
breathe over him, from the lips of agonizing tenderness, the faltering
but fervent prayer.
That duty done, my fortitude was exhausted, I saw before me, not the
erring husband--the being who had blighted my youth by anxiety, and
wounded all the dearest feelings of my soul; but the playfellow of my
childhood, the idolized object of my youthful heart, and the husband of
my virgin affections! and I was going to lose him! and he lay pale and
bleeding before me! and his last fond lingering look of unutterable love
was now about to close on me for ever!
"She has forgiven me!" he faltered out; "and Oh! mayst Thou forgive my
trespasses against thee!--Helen! it is sweet and consoling, my only
love, to die here," said he, laying his cheek upon my bosom:--and he
spoke no more!
* * * * *
Alas! I could not have the sad consolation, when I recovered my
recollection, to carry his body to England, to repose by those dear ones
already in the grave; but I do not regret it now. Since then, the hands
of piety have planted the rough soil in which he was laid; flowers bloom
around his grave; and when five years ago I visited Paris, with my own
hands I strewed his simple tomb with flowers that spring from the now
hallowed soil around.
Object of my earliest and my fondest love never, no never, have
forgotten thee! nor can I ever forget! But, like one of the shades of
Ossian, thou comest over my soul, brightly arrayed in the beams of thy
loveliness; but all around thee is dark with mists and storms!
To conclude.--I have only to add, that after two years of seclusion, and
I may say of sorrow, and one of that dryness and desolation of the
heart, when it seems as if it could love no more, that painful feeling
vanished, and I became the willing bride of De Walden; that my beloved
uncle lived to see me the happy mother of two children; and that my aunt
gossips, advises and quotes, as well and as constantly as usual; that on
the death of his uncle and his mother, my husband and I came to reside
entirely in England; that Lord Charles Belmour, with a broken
constitution and a shattered fortune, was glad at last to marry for a
nurse and a dower, and took to wife a first cousin who had loved him for
years,--a woman who had sense enough to overlook his faults in his good
qualities, and temper enough to bear with the former; and he grows every
day more happy, more amiable, and more in love with marriage.
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