Accordingly, though conscious he had himself the follies which he
lashed, he had no mercy on those of his acquaintance; for, as he himself
observed, "it is easier to laugh at the follies of others than amend
one's own;" and though courted as an amusing companion, he was often
shunned as a dangerous one.
Women, also, who defied him either as a suitor or an enemy, have rued
the day when they ventured to dispute his power: but, as I at length
discovered, there was one way to disarm him; and that was to own his
ability to do harm, and try to conciliate him as an active and
efficient friend.
In that case his generous and kind feelings conquered his less amiable
ones, and his friendship was as sincere and valuable as his enmity was
pernicious.
But, with no uncommon inconsistency, while he declared that he thought
a nobleman would disgrace himself if he sung well, or sung at all, or
entered the lists in any way with persons _à talens_, he condescended
to indulge before those whom he respected in the lowest of all talents,
though certainly one of the most amusing, that of mimickry--a gift which
usually appertains to other talents, as a border of shining gold to the
fag end of a piece of India muslin, looking more showy indeed than the
material to which it adheres; but how inferior in value and in price!
But to resume my narrative. My husband did _not_ mention Lady Bell to
me. The next time I went to Ranelagh with mixed feelings--for I dreaded
to see this lady again, and to observe that Pendarves had chosen at
length to own her for an acquaintance; for, had he been sure of never
renewing his acquaintance, why should he not have named her to me?
It was also with contending feelings that I found myself obliged to have
Mrs. Pendarves as my companion; for though I wished to be informed on
the subject of my anxiety, I dreaded it at the same time: and I was sure
that she would tell me all she knew.
A nephew of Mrs. Pendarves was our escort to Ranelagh; and my husband,
who dined with Lord Charles Belmour (much to my secret sorrow), was to
join us there.
My eyes looked every where in search of Lady Bell Singleton, and at
length I discovered her. My companion did the same; and with a sort
of scream of surprise, she said, "Oh, dear! if there is not Lady Bell
Singleton! I thought she was abroad. Do you know, my dear, when she
returned to England?"
"How should I know, madam? The very existence of the lady was a stranger
to me till the other evening."
"Indeed! Why, do not you really know that is the lady on whose account
your mother forbade your marriage with Pendarves?"
"No, madam, my mother was too discreet to explain her reasons."
"Well, my dear, you need not look so uneasy--it was all off long before
he married you--though she is a very dangerous woman where she gets a
hold, and looks
'So sure of her beholder's heart,
Neglecting for to take them.'"
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