Still I felt no distrust, because I had confidence in my husband's
honour and affection. But I now saw that the countenances of my nurse
and my maid, when I inquired for Miss Jermyn, used to assume an angry
expression; and once my maid, muttered, that she supposed she was with
her master, for he could not stir but she was after him.
This I did not seem to hear; but it made me thoughtful.
When I had been confined three weeks, I was able to leave my chamber
for my dressing-room, which overlooked the garden; and one day, as I
ventured to the window for the first time, I saw Charlotte Jermyn
walking with my husband, and ever and anon hanging on his arm, almost
leaning her head against him occasionally, and looking up in his face
(he the while reading a book) with an expression of fondness which
alarmed and disgusted me. I then saw her snatch the book from him; and
as he tried to regain it, a great romping match ensued, and lasted till
they ran out of my sight, and left me pale, motionless, and miserable.
For I found that I had been exposing my husband to the allurements of a
coquettish romp; and though I acquitted both him and her of aught that
was wrong, I still felt that no prudent wife would place the man she
loved in such a situation.
Many, many a wife, it is well known, has had to rue the hour when at
a period like this she has introduced into her family a young and
seemingly attached friend.
What was to be done? I saw that the servants were aware of what was
passing, and they would not judge with the candour that I did.
I therefore convinced myself that regard for my husband's reputation,
and not jealousy, determined me to get down stairs and out again as fast
as possible, in order that I might make some excuse for sending my
dangerous attendant away, or at least be a guard over her conduct.
But, to my great surprise and joy, my beloved mother arrived most
unexpectedly that morning; for I had insisted on her not returning
sooner on my account, as I was so well. However, she did come; and I
received her with rapture for more reasons than one; for now I had an
excuse for sending Miss Jermyn away directly, as I wanted the best room
for my mother.
Accordingly, I told her that in two day's time my mother would take up
her abode with us for a few weeks; and that as Mrs. Jermyn had long been
desirous of her return, I hoped she would hold herself in readiness to
set off for home on the next day but one, as my mother always slept in
the room which _she_ occupied.
"O dearest Mrs. Seymour! do not send me away from you," cried the
strange girl, clasping and wringing her hands, "or I shall die with
grief; for I shall think you do not love me, and I shall never survive
it!"
The time for my belief in such rhodomontade was now happily past, and I
coolly replied, "that in no other but the best and most convenient room
in the house could I allow my mother to sleep; therefore she must go."
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