By these apparently undesigned circumstances my mother prevented any
scene that might have called forth unpleasant observations in the
family; but, she could not prevent a most sorrowful parting on the side
of the young lady. She wept, she sobbed, she leaned against Seymour's
shoulder when he put his lips to her cheek; and he was nearly obliged to
carry her to the carriage; for she declared she would not go till she
had taken leave of me: but my mother was as positive that I should not
be disturbed, and Pendarves gently forced her to the door.
What passed between my mother and her when they were on the journey and
alone,--for the maid always preferred travelling outside,--I do not
know: but I suspect that she animadverted on her conduct and want of
self-control in a manner more judicious than pleasant.
During these vexatious occurrences I must own that it was a sort of
comfort to me, that my aunt Pendarves had such inflamed eyes that she
could not write; for otherwise the chances were that she might hear
some exaggerated accounts of our visitor's conduct, and might think it
necessary to address one of us on the subject, and give us good advice.
Well: this pernicious girl was gone, and my mind at ease again. Still,
I feared that she had done me a serious injury: not that I believed she
had alienated my husband's heart from me, or from propriety; but she
had been the first person to accustom him to find amusement at home
independent of me and of the exertion of my talents. He was an indolent
man, and she had amused him, and beguiled away his hours, without
obliging him to any exertion of mind. Besides, she was not only a new
companion, but a new conquest. He was certainly flattered by it, and
evidently interested. I was led to draw these conclusions by observing
the gapish state into which Pendarves fell the day after her departure.
He seemed to miss an accustomed dram. He gave me indeed, on my
requesting it, a lesson in Spanish, which I had long neglected; but he
seemed to do it as if it was a trouble, and he was too absent to make
the lesson of much use. I however forbore to remark what I could not but
painfully feel, and I fancied that my best plan would be to contrive
some new objects of interest at home, if I could: but on second thoughts
I resolved to propose that he should visit a sick friend of his at
Malvern hills, for a few days, as I believed it not to be for my
interest he should stay to contrast his present with his late home; but
that he should go away to return from an invalid and the cold hills of
Malvern, to me and his own comfortable dwelling.
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