Alas! his reply only served to make me more wretched; but, fortunately I may say, my mother's continued silence made a sort of diversion to my thoughts, and substituted tender for bitter anxiety. That very day the demand was made on my husband by the creditor of Saunders, and while he was gone out with this man on business in bustled my kind but mischievous aunt. "How are you to-day," said she, "my poor child? but I see how you are--sitting like patience on a monument, smiling with grief!" "With grief! dear aunt?" "Yes: for do you think I do not know all? Oh, the wicked man!" "Whom, madam, do you call wicked?" "Your husband, child: has he not been keeping up an acquaintance with that girl, who married? and has he not been bound for her husband? and is not the man run away, and he liable to be arrested for the debt? and where he can get the money to pay it I can't guess--I am sure my Mr. Pendarves will not pay it. Nay, _I_ know 'tis all, all true--my maid, I find, met him walking in the park with her, and the creditor is my maid's brother." Here she paused exhausted with her own vehemence; and I replied, "I am sorry, madam, that you listen to tales told you by your servant: I am also sorry that a transaction which though rash was kind, is known to more persons than my husband and me. I know as well as you that Pendarves visited at Mrs. Saunders's lodgings, and he was very likely seen in the park with her. To the money transaction I am also privy, and I assure you my Mr. Pendarves need not apply to yours on this or, I trust, on any occasion; for the creditor has been here, and he is paid by this time." "Then he must have borrowed the money, for I know he has lost a great deal lately." "Mrs. Pendarves," said I, rising with great agitation, "I will not allow you to speak thus of the husband whom I love and honour. I tell you that he has paid the creditor with his _own_ money; and if you persist in a conversation so offensive to me, I will quit the room." "How! this to me? Do you consider who I am--and our relationship?" "You are the wife of my great uncle, madam, no more; and were you even my mother, I would not sit and listen tamely to aspersions of my husband, and I must desire that our conversations on this subject may end here." I believe there is nothing more formidable while it lasts, than the violence of those who are habitually mild--because surprise throws the persons who are attacked off their guard; and it also magnifies to them the degree of violence used. The poor little woman was not only awed into silence, but affected unto tears; and I was really obliged to sooth her into calmness, declaring that I was sure she meant well, and that I had never doubted the goodness of her heart.