Custom had long since made me callous to instinctive aversion, but
this most unexpected burst of intelligent sympathy made my heart leap
up. I said nothing, and began to play with the tablecloth.
Mrs. Ellmer, in the belief that the pause was an awkward one, rushed
into the breach, and disturbed my sweet feeling rather uncouthly.
'I am sure, Mr. Maude, no one thinks the worse of you for the
accident, whatever it was, that disfigured you. For my part, I always
prefer plain men to handsome ones; they're more intelligent, and don't
think so much of themselves.'
Babiole gave her mother an alarmed pleading look, which happily
absorbed my attention and neutralised the effect of this speech. I
could have borne worse things than poor Mrs. Ellmer's rather tactless
and insipid conversation for the sake of watching her daughter's
mobile little face, and I am afraid they must have wished me away
long before I could make up my mind to go. Babiole came to the outer
door with me, and I seized the opportunity to ask her what they were
going to do.
'Mrs. Ellmer doesn't look strong enough to act again at present,' I
suggested.
The girl's face clouded.
'No. And even if she were, you see----' She stopped.
'Of course. Her place would be filled up?'
'Yes,' very sorrowfully. Then she looked up again, her face grown
suddenly bright and hopeful, as with a flash of sunshine. 'But you
needn't be afraid for us. Mamma is so clever, and I am young and
strong; we shall be all right. We should be all right now if only----'
'If only?'
'Why, you see, you mustn't think it's mamma's fault that we are left
in a corner like this; you don't know how she can save and manage
on--oh! so little. But whenever she has, by care and making things do,
saved up a little money, it--it all goes, you know.'
The sudden reserve which showed itself in her ingenuous manner towards
the last words was so very suggestive that the true explanation of
this phenomenon flashed upon my mind.
'Then somebody else puts in a claim,' I suggested.
The girl laughed a little, her full and sensitive red lips opening
widely over ivory-white even teeth, and she nodded appreciation of my
quick perception.
'Somebody else wants such a lot of things that somebody else's wife
and daughter can do without,' she said, with a comical little look of
resignation. And, encouraged by my sympathetic silence, she went on,
'And he has so much talent, Mr. Maude. If he would only go on painting
as poor mamma goes on acting, he could make us all rich--if he liked.
And instead of that----'
'Babiole!' cried her mother's voice, rather tartly.
'Yes, mamma.' Then she added, low and quickly, with a frightened
glance back in the dusk, towards the door of their room, 'It's high
treason to say even so much as this, but it is so hard to know how she
tries and yet not to speak of it to any one. I don't mean to blame my
father, Mr. Maude, but you know what men are----'
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