'Yes, there has, and I like to think that there has. Nobody knows how
good you are but Ta-ta and me; we often talk about you when we're out
together, don't we, Ta-ta?'
The collie wagged her tail violently, taking this little bit of
affectionate conversation as a welcome relief to the monotony of our
studies.
'Well, I shall leave Ta-ta with you, then, to keep my memory green
while I'm away.'
'Away! Are you going away?'
'Yes. I am going to Norway for the summer.'
I could not tell exactly when I made up my mind to this, but I know
that I had had no intention of the kind when Babiole came into my
study that afternoon. She remained quite silent for a few minutes.
Then she asked softly--
'When will you come back, Mr. Maude?'
'Oh, about--September, I think.'
'The place won't seem the same without you.'
'Why, child, when you are about on the hills I never see you.'
'No, but--but I always have a feeling that the good genius is about,
and--do you know, I think I shall be afraid to take such long walks
alone with Ta-ta when you're not here!'
My heart went out to the child. With a passionate joy in the innocent
trust one little human creature felt towards me, the outcast, I was on
the point of telling her, as carelessly as I could, that I had not
quite made up my mind yet, when she broke the spell as unwittingly as
she had woven it.
'Oh, Mr. Maude,' she cried, with fervent disappointment; 'then your
friends--Mr. Scott--and the rest--they won't come here this year?'
'No,' said I coolly, but with no sign of the sudden chill her words
had given me, 'I shall invite them to Norway this year.'
Before April was over I had installed Mrs. Ellmer as caretaker at
Larkhall, and, with Ferguson at my heels, had set out on my wanderings
again.
CHAPTER XI
If I went away to appease the restlessness which had attacked me so
suddenly, to persuade myself that the secret of happiness for me lay
in never remaining long in the same place, I succeeded badly.
It was not until I was three hundred miles away from them that I began
fully to appreciate the joys of domestic life with To-to and Ta-ta,
the comfort of being able to keep my books together, the supreme
blessing of sitting every evening in the same arm-chair. I was
surprised by this at first, till I reflected that the very loneliness
of my life was bound to bring middle age upon me early. There was a
period of each day which I found it very hard to get through; whether
in Paris, enjoying coffee and cigarette at a cafe on the boulevards,
or in Norway, watching the sunset on some picturesque fiord, when the
day began to wane I grew restless, and, referring aimlessly to my
watch again and again, could settle down to nothing till the last rays
of daylight had faded away.
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