My four friends, when they joined me for our yearly holiday, all
decided that something was wrong, but that was as far as they could
agree. For while both Fabian and Edgar said that it was 'liver,' the
former recommended camel-exercise in the Soudan, the latter would hear
of nothing but porridge and Strathpeffer. And though both the fat Mr.
Fussell and the lean Mr. Browne leaned to the sentimental view that
love and Mrs. Ellmer were at the root of my malady, the latter
suggested that to shut Mr. Ellmer up with a hogshead of new whisky and
then to marry his widow would quench my passion effectually, while Mr.
Fussell, with an indescribable smile, told me to go back to Paris and
'enjoy myself'; and, if I didn't know how, I was to take him.
I did none of these things, however, but after my friends had returned
to England, I wandered about until late October. But when the days
grew short again, the home-hunger grew irresistibly strong, and I went
back to the Highlands, as a gambler goes back to the cards. Of course
I knew what took me there, just when the hills were growing bleak, and
the deer had gone to their winter retreat in the forests. I wanted to
see that girl's face in my study again, to hear the young voice that
rang with youth and happiness and every quality that makes womanhood
sweet and loveworthy in a man's mind. She might conjugate Latin verbs
or tell me her young girl love affairs, as she had done sometimes with
ringing laughter, but I must hear her voice again.
So I arrived at Ballater without warning, and leaving Ferguson at the
station to order a fly and come on with my luggage, I walked to
Larkhall in the dusk. There was a lamp in the study; I could see it
plainly enough, for the blind was not drawn down. I saw a figure pass
between the window and the light; in another minute the front door
opened, and Ta-ta rushed at me, leaping on to my shoulders, and
barking joyously; while Babiole herself, scarcely less fleet of foot,
seized both my hands, crying in joyous welcome--
'Mr. Maude! Mr. Maude! Mr. Maude!'
I said, 'How are you? I hope you are quite well. Isn't it cold?' But,
indeed, no furnace-fire could have sent such a glow through my veins
as the warm-hearted pressure of the girl's hands.
'Do you know, I have a sort of feeling that I _knew_ you were coming
to-day? The Scotch believe in second sight; perhaps it's a gift of the
country. I've had all day a presentiment that something was going to
happen--something _nice_, you know; and just now, before you were near
enough for me to hear your step, some impulse made me get up and look
out of the window. And, Mr. Maude, don't you believe mamma if she says
Ta-ta moved first, because she didn't; it was I. There's always
something in the air before the good genius appears, you know.'
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