I interrupted her by standing up suddenly, and I can only hope my face
did not express what I thought of her and her miserable diplomacy.
'You will oblige me by saying not one word to your daughter on the
subject of me and my impossible pretensions,' I said authoritatively,
but with a sickening knowledge that my demand would be disregarded. 'I
am sensitive enough and humble enough on the score of my own
disadvantages, I admit. But I am not a miserable wreck of humanity who
would take what perfunctory favours a woman would throw to him, and
be satisfied. I am a man with powers of loving that any woman might be
proud to excite; and no girl shall ever be my wife who does not feel
of her own accord, and show, as an innocent girl can, that I have done
her a honour in loving her which she is bound to pay back by loving me
with all her might.'
And much excited by my own unexpected burst of unreserve, but somewhat
ashamed of having rather bullied a poor creature who, however she
might assume the high hand with me, was after all but an unprotected
and plucky little woman, I held out my hand with apologetic meekness
and prepared to go. Mrs. Ellmer shook my hand limply and showed a
disposition to whimper.
'Don't worry yourself and don't bother--I mean--er--don't talk to the
child. It will come all right. She's hardly grown up yet; there's
plenty of time for half-a-dozen princely suitors to turn up. And what
do you say to taking her once a week to Aberdeen and giving her some
good music lessons? It will distract her thoughts a bit, and do you
both good.'
This suggestion diverted the little woman's tears, and her face
softened with a kindly impulse towards me.
'You are very good, Mr. Maude, you really are,' she said in farewell
as I left her.
And though I was grateful for this _amende_, I should have been more
pleased if I could have felt assured that she would not, in default of
Mr. Scott, tease her daughter with recommendations to get used to the
idea of myself in the capacity of lover.
Of course after this interview I was more shy than ever of meeting
Babiole, and even when, on the second evening afterwards, I saw her
standing in the rose garden, apparently waiting for me to come and
speak to her, I pretended not to see her, and after examining the sky
as if to make out the signs by which one might predict the weather of
the morrow, I turned back to finish my cigar in the drive. But the
evening after that I found on my table a great bowl full of flowers
from her own private garden, and on the following afternoon, while I
was writing a letter, there came pattering little steps in the hall
and a knock at my open study door.
'Come in,' said I, feeling that I had gone purple and that the
thumping of my heart must sound as loudly as a traction engine in the
road outside.
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