I almost think, if it does not sound far-fetched to say so, that the
girl enjoyed those ten days with me, prattling about her lover and
endowing him with gifts of beauty and nobility and wisdom which
neither he nor any man I ever met possessed, more than the fortnight
of feverish joy in his actual presence which followed. Not that Fabian
was disappointing as a _fiancé_; far from it. He had the gift of
falling into raptures easily, and he fell in love with his destined
bride as promptly as heart could desire. But the imaginative quality,
which formed so important a feature of the young girl's romantic
passion, caused her at first to shrink from his vehement caresses as
at a blow to her ideal, while on the other hand the light touch of his
fingers would send a convulsive shiver through her whole frame.
How did I know all this? I can scarcely tell. And yet it is true, and
I learnt it early in Fabian's short visit. As the savage knows the
signs of the sky, so did I, living by myself, study to some purpose
the gentle nature whose smiles made my happiness.
When Fabian left us at the end of a fortnight, it was settled that the
wedding was to take place in six weeks' time at Newcastle. I had a
prejudice against my ward's being married in Scotland, where I
conceived, rightly or wrongly, that a certain looseness of the
marriage-tie prevailed. On the other hand, I would not let her go to
London to be married, being of opinion that such a bride was worth a
journey. So Mrs. Ellmer having some relations at Newcastle, she and
her daughter spent there the three weeks immediately preceding the
ceremony. I missed them dreadfully during those three weeks, and was
not without a vague hope somewhere down in the depths of my heart that
something unforeseen might happen to prevent the marriage. But when I
arrived at Newcastle on the evening before the appointed day, Fabian
was already there, everybody was in the highest spirits; and Mrs.
Ellmer's Newcastle cousins, rather proud of the position in 'society'
which they were assured the bride was going to hold, had undertaken to
provide a handsome wedding breakfast.
I gave her away next morning, in the old church with its crowned tower
which they now call a cathedral. I think perhaps she guessed something
more than I would have had her know in the vestry when the service
was over, when I asked her for a kiss and fell a-trembling as she
granted it; at any rate she turned very white and grave in the midst
of her happiness, and thenceforth dropped her voice to a humble
half-whisper whenever she spoke to me. She had been married in her
travelling dress, an innovation rather alarming to Newcastle; but she
looked so pretty in her first silk gown--a dark brown--and in the long
sealskin mantle that had been my wedding present, that I think some of
the damsels at the breakfast decided that this fashion was one to be
followed.
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