I was cold and wet with overmastering indignation, or I should not
have blurted out my opinion so coarsely. Fabian was on fire directly,
gesticulating with his hands, glaring with his eyes, in his old
impulsive style.
'Do you mean to accuse me of telling you lies? Do you mean to
insinuate that I have not treated your ward as a gentleman should
treat his wife, especially when she is the adopted daughter of his
best friend? Do you think I should dare to look you in the face if I
had failed in my duty towards her?'
'If you were one of the "common rabble of humanity" you despise so
much, I should tell you you had failed in your duty very much. As you
belong to a clique which considers itself above such rules, I tell
you frankly that Art wouldn't suffer a jot if you did neglect her,
while this poor child does; and that if you were to act like Garrick,
write like Shakespeare, and paint like Raphael, it wouldn't excuse you
for the change between your wife on her wedding day and your wife
to-night.'
'You are very severe,' said Fabian, who was shaking with excitement
and passion. 'If you are really so lost to a man's common sense as to
take it for granted already that the fault is all on one side, you
must pardon me if I set your remarks down to the ravings of
infatuation.'
There was a pause. This thrust told, for indeed a great wave of bitter
and passionate regret at the loss beyond recall of my pretty witch of
the hills was drowning my calmer reason and making me rude and savage
beyond endurance. We had just self-control enough left to remain
silent for the remaining few minutes of the drive, both quaking with
rage, and both ashamed, I of my explosion, he, I hope, of the lameness
of his explanations. The hansom stopped at the mansions, on the third
floor of one of which Mr. and Mrs. Scott lived. I jumped out first,
raised my hat, and excusing myself coldly and formally, was hurrying
away, when Fabian, regardless of the cabman, who thought it was a
dodge, and hallooed after him, followed me at a run, put his arm
through mine, and dragged me back again.
'Can't quarrel with you, Harry,' he said affectionately. 'Say it's all
my fault if you like, but hear both sides first. Come in, come in I
tell you.'
And having given vent to his feelings in a volley of eloquent abuse to
the shouting cabman, he tossed him his fare and led me into the
house.
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