But Miss Farington's heart and mind were far too well regulated for
her to tolerate, much less seek, such an empire over the man who was
to be her lord and master. She despised sentiment, and meant to begin
as she intended to keep on, neither giving nor accepting an
unreasonable amount of affection. Respect and esteem, and above all,
compatibility of aim, she used to say, not harshly, but with an
implied reproach to my own more vulgar and sensual views, were the
only sure foundation of happy married life; and I felt that so long as
there was an unrepaired pig-stye within a mile of Larkhall, I was an
object of comparatively small importance in my _fiancée's_ eyes. And
the worst of it was I couldn't contradict her. Reserving all her
philanthropic projects, she was on other matters the incarnation of
common sense; and I soon found that it was the vague reputation for
intellect which any man gets in the country who likes his books better
than his neighbours, which had attracted her attention to my unworthy
self. She was disappointed with her bargain already; I was sure of
that: but having made it, she was not the woman to go back from her
word. She even had the good taste, on finding that her 'plans' palled
upon me, to drop them out of her conversation to a great extent, but I
had a shrewd suspicion that they would be let loose upon me again with
full force as soon as she should be installed as mistress of Larkhall.
I was secretly resolved however, since my lady-love declined to rule
me in the right woman's way--through her heart--to assert my supremacy
of the head in a startling and unexpected manner so soon as I should
be legally the master.
In the meantime we jogged on with our engagement, and I found in my
daily walks with Lucy, and in luncheons and teas at her father's, no
charm strong enough to make me for a moment forget the fact that in a
few days Babiole would be under my own roof.
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