I assured Mrs. Ellmer that was not the case, but she paid little heed
to my contradiction. She had relieved her feelings, that was the great
thing, and it was with recovered calmness that she inquired after the
friends who had made my yearly shooting party in the old times. I
knew little more of them than she did; for that last gathering, when
Fabian won my pretty witch's heart, had indeed been the farewell
meeting predicted by Maurice Brown. That young author having shocked
the public with one exceedingly nasty novel, had followed it up by
another which would have shocked them still more if they had read it;
this, however, they refrained from doing with a unanimity which might
have proved disastrous to his reputation if a well-known evening paper
had not offered him a good berth as a sort of inspector of moral
nuisances, a post which the clever young Irishman filled with all the
requisite zeal and indiscretion. As for Mr. Fussell, he had done well
for himself in the city, and now leased a shooting-box of his own.
While Edgar, my dear old friend and chum, had fallen back into the
prosperous ranks of the happily married, and was now less troubled by
political ambition than by a tendency to grow fat.
The ten days which followed the rupture of my engagement to Miss
Farington passed in a great calm, troubled only by a growing sense of
dread, both to Babiole and me, of what was to come after. She got well
rapidly, quite well, as nervous emotional creatures do when once the
moral atmosphere about them is right. For it was the loving sympathy
of every living being round her, from her mother down--or up to Ta-ta,
which worked the better part of her cure, though I admit that the
hills and the fir-trees and the fresh sweet air had their share in it.
She went out every day, sometimes with her mother and me, oftener with
me and Ta-ta, as Mrs. Ellmer's strong dislike to walking exercise did
not decrease as the years rolled on. As for Babiole, I thank God that
the pleasure of those walks in the crisp air up the hills and through
the glens was unallayed for her. The tarnish which want of warmth and
sympathy had breathed on her childlike and trusting nature was wearing
off; and her old faith in the companion to whom she had graciously
given a place in her heart as the incarnation of kindness had only
grown the stronger for the glimpses she had lately had of something
deeper underneath. I even think that in the languid and irresponsible
convalescence of her heart and mind from the wounds her unlucky
marriage had dealt to both, she cherished a superstitious feeling that
now I had returned from my travels it would come all right, and that I
should be able to mend the defects of the marriage by another exercise
of the magical skill which had brought it about. So she chattered or
sang or was silent at her pleasure, as we walked between the now bare
hedges beside the swollen Dee, or climbed on a thick carpet of
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