All the while we were walking at our best pace through the snow. It
seemed a long time before, at one of the sharpest turns of the road,
Jock laid his hand on my shoulder and we stopped. There was nothing to
be seen but trees, trees, the patch of clear snow before us and the
falling flakes. But we could plainly hear the noise of tramping feet
and hoarse guttural cries--
'I've done it, I've done it! I said I would, and I've kept my word!
I've done it, I've done it, I've done it!'
The tramping feet seemed to beat time to the words. I had hardly
distinguished these cries when I started forward again, and dashing
round the angle of the road with a vague fear at my heart, I came
close upon the wild weird figure of the unhappy madman who, with his
hat off and his long lank hair tossed and dishevelled, was dancing
uncouthly in the deep shadow of the trees and chanting to himself the
words we had heard. On the ground at one side of him lay the stolen
gun, and at the other, close to the bank which bordered the road on
the left, was some larger object, which in the profound darkness I
could not at first define. With a sudden spring I easily seized the
lunatic and held him fast, while Jock lifted the lantern high so as to
see his face. As the rays of light fell upon me, however, Mr. Ellmer,
who had been too utterly bewildered by the sudden attack to make sign
or sound, gave forth a loud cry, and staring at me with starting
eyeballs and distorted shaking lips stammered out--
'It's he, he himself! Come back! Oh my God, I am cursed, cursed!'
In the surprise and fear these words inspired me with I released my
hold, so that he might with a very slight effort have shaken himself
free of my grasp. But he stood quite still, as if overmastered by
some power that he did not dare to dispute, and allowed himself to be
transferred from my keeping to Jock's without any show of resistance.
As soon as my hands were thus free, the young Highlander silently
passed me the lantern, which I took in a frenzy of excitement which
precluded the reception of any defined dread. I fell back a few steps
until the faint rays of the light I carried showed me, blurred by the
falling snow, the outline of the dark object I had already seen on the
white ground. It was the body of a man. I had known that before; I
knew no more now; but an overpowering sickness and dizziness came upon
me as I glanced down, blotting out the sight from before my eyes, and
filling me with the cowardly craving we have all of us known to escape
from an existence which has brought a sensation too deadly to be
borne. Every mad impulse of the passion with which I had lately been
struggling, every vague wish, every feeling of jealous resentment
seemed to spring to life again in my heart, and turn to bitter gnawing
remorse. I think I must have staggered as I stood, for I felt my foot
touch something, and at the shock my sight came to me again and I
knelt down in the snow.
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