'Fabian, Fabian, old fellow!' I called in a husky voice.
He was lying on his face. I put my arm under him and turned him over
and wiped the snow from his lips and forehead. His eyes were wide
open, but they did not see me; they had looked their last on the world
and on men. The blood was still flowing from a bullet wound just under
the left ribs, and his body was not yet cold.
Mad Mr. Ellmer, in the snow and the darkness, had mistaken Fabian for
me. He had sworn he would kill the man who should destroy his
daughter's happiness, and fate or fortune or the providence which has
strange freaks of justice had blinded his poor crazy eyes and enabled
him most tragically to keep his word.
CHAPTER XXVI
I stayed beside the body of my dead friend while Jock, by my
direction, returned to the Hall with the unhappy Ellmer, who had
already fallen into a state of maudlin apathy, and was crying, not
from remorse, but from the effects of cold, hunger, and exposure on
his now wasted frame. He allowed himself to be led away like a child,
and seemed cheered and soothed by the promise of food and fire. I
wondered, as I watched him stagger along by the side of the stalwart
Highlander, that the spirit of a not ignoble revenge should have kept
its vitality so long in his breast in spite of enfeebled reason,
poverty and degradation.
It was a terrible vigil that I was keeping. I knew by my own feelings
that the shock of this tragic return to her would be a hundred times
more severe to Babiole than if her bosom had been palpitating with
sweet expectancy for the clasp of a loving husband's arms. Instead of
the passionate yearning sorrow of a woman truly widowed, she would
feel the far crueller stings of remorse none the less bitter that her
conduct towards him had been blameless.
As for me, I remembered nothing but his brilliancy, his vivacity, the
twinkling humour in his piercing eyes as he would stride up and down
the room, pouring out upon any inoffensive person or thing that failed
in the slightest respect to meet with his approval such vials of wrath
as the less excitable part of mankind would reserve for abandoned
scoundrels and nameless iniquities. With all his faults, there was a
charm, an exuberant warmth about Fabian that left a bare place in the
heart of his friends when he was gone. As I leant over his dead body
and gazed at the still white face by the light of the lantern, I
wished from the depths of my heart that Ellmer had shot down the man
he hated, and had left this poor lad to enjoy a few years longer the
beautiful world he loved with such passionate ardour.
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